Oh darling here we are at a new year.You have missed christmas an now you will miss your birthday.Tonight as a new year wil begin without you,I think of all the ones we shared together.I never thought I would lose you to death.Bio-polar I knew and tried to understand.I loved you with all my heart,the times we quareled,the red hair,all of the little things you did.I thought bi-polar took you from me an I tried to let you go.When you ran away with the fair,I had to hunt you down but you were so near 18 ,after we found you I let you fly your wings.I helped you marry ray an weeped.Oh darlin death is so final,I will never hear your voice again,even tho you cussed me,I knew it was not really you.I miss you so an was so proud when you told me you loved me.Wherever you are tonight I know it is with God,you loved him so much. Hold your daddy's hand ,he loved you.Darlin until we meet again at heaven;s gate.keep my love in your heart I love you
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