Happy Anniversary 2019
Happy Belated Anniversary sweetheart! Instead of being our 23rd year together, it's my third one without you. Yes, it still sucks!
First, I must apologize for my delay in posting to this, your remembrance page. Something happened to my computer to where I could not log onto it. I tried a number of different things and eventually, after some time, was able to get back online.
I still wish I could avoid the month of August, but that's not to be. The week leading up to our anniversary was painful. I just wanted to be left alone to my work, yet for some reason, people felt the need to surround and annoy me with their helpful gestures. I also didn't have any evening activities to keep me exceedingly busy throughout the week, so I believe that just gave me more time to dwell - on the good times we shared and on the pain of missing you, my dear.
During the week, one of my coworkers asked if he could help me. I told him 'no.' I think he eventually got the hint that I just wanted to be left alone. Sadly, I thought to myself, "Yeah, you can help. Tell me how I can wipe out the last 24 years of my life?" Then I realized I don't want to let go of any of those years.
I don't recall doing anything special on our anniversary day this year. I didn't bother with the lawn (it may have been wet from an earlier rain), so had a lie in, though not very restful, as my sleep has been of late. I managed to get myself together and attend my meeting that morning. The group was proud of me for making it once they discovered it was my anniversary day. After the meeting, I went home, ate lunch, and slept the afternoon away.
I could not log onto my computer, so continued cleaning out a couple of places in the house in preparation for work that was planned for the upcoming week. I also had a lovely long talk with my sister on the phone.
Other than the conversation with my sister, it was just another day, as most tend to be. Another day in paradise, as some would say.
I am grateful to family and friends who have been praying for me, particularly on these memorable days. I still miss you and love you so very much!
Love,
Coy