I'm Julia, and I am 18 years old. I have a one year old son. And I just felt like sharing of how lucky I am. I lost my mom 2012, and in 2016 I gained her mini me. He may not look exactly like her, but there are moments when I miss my mom so much.. and there Drayton comes to see if im okay and when i smile and give him a smooch on the cheek he smiles so big and man does he have her smile! I am so grateful. I see him sleeping, and all i can think about is how much my mom would adore him and i cant help but smile of the thought of my mom squeezing him rocking him to sleep with her made up songs. I'm lucky I have a reminder of how wonderful my mom is. I may not be able to see your body. but I see you in my dreams. and i know exactly what you would say and do. I love you so much mom. Ohana.

I remember the day when we were going up to michigan to visit, and it was like 4 in the morning and we were on the road still and mom jumped up and said " Gavin hurry drive me to a bathroom" haha I jumped up fast and turned the car on. As I was driving a big grey truck cut us off and i freaked out. ( I cut him off ) That was to best time ever. I love you mom. 

i remember when , me gavin and tisha , all went walking one night , we were so bored... we made it to the fair grounds and the police officer stopped ofered to take us home, . i was thinking oh snap moms goona be mad if we come home this way lol and tisha and gavin caught on fast , and we all made it seem like we lived wit tsha lol so we wouldnt get taken home lol ... soon as we got home i told on us lol she laughed at us..... i tried to tell her verything after that day..

i remember when momma would wake us up in the morning and say " Wake up i made pancakes" haha we would go out there and on the side there was Mc. Donalds containers. haha she tried he best. i love you momma il see you some day your up there playing football. I love you

haha i remember when we were all sittin in the living room and a storm started and we put in a movie called (where the heart is) and we (me, my mom and my cousin lexi) went and sat on the porch and we were watching the storm and soo we (me and my cousin) went inside to watch the movie and the power kept goin out wen we put it in soo my mom said 2 change the movie and we did lol and when we did the power turned back on soo my mom said that god didnt want us to watch that movie yet!! Lol.. :) <3 haha. i miss her soo much..

she was a real fighter!! all my life she has been fighting for her life. and she did it for us her kids her family her friends she was a very nice person who always did everything she could to help other people and she was the best mom. she never let anyone down and she always made people smile even if they were having a bad day she could make yu laugh as hard as yu could she didnt have any enemys everyone loved her. she was an angel. gods angel and she still is.she is funny, nide, beautiful, smart and outrageous. she made yu laugh even if yu didnt want to.