Dear  Stan

I Know It's Been Awhile But I'm Back Just Letting U Know Were All Doing Fine

& Holding In There Mom Doing Good So Please Don't Worrie About Her Ok

& John Moved Out Mom's House Rented His Own For Him & Fel There Doing

Fine 2 & As Far As For Me I'm Doing Ok Myself Trying To buy A House But

I Really Think Ash Doesn't Want To Really Do This I Understand Why All

She Need's To Do Is Say Mom I Don't Want To I'll Understand That's All for Now

                     Love & Miss U Stan.

WAS GLAD TO COME TO SEE U ALL TODAY AND PUT EASTER STUFF OUT FOR YOU'S I TOOK MY SOME GREAT PICS & TO MY SURPRIZE WHEN I GOT HOME & ADDED THEM TO MY FACE BOOK I SAW ALOT OF SPIRIT'S ON YOUR STONE HOPING IT WAS BEEBEE DAD FUZ U & THE REST OF OUR FAMILY IT HIT ME HARD I STARTED CRYING I HOPE YOU'S SEE ME & RICH EVERYTIME WE COME OUT THERE I'LL BE THERE TILL IT'S MY TURN TO LIVE WITH YOU'S SO FOR NOW I'M PROUD TO KNOW YOU'S ARE TOGEHTER AGAIN WELL ME & RICH & MOM WILL SEE YOU AGAIN ON THE 29TH TILL THEN LOVE U.

dear stan

just sitting here thinking about u today like every other day

missing u much wish u were here with us it's not the same with u gone

well i will be visiting you's soon when it warms up to clean your graves

and sit for awhile and talk about what goes on since your gone,

                  love u stan .

                                  I SURE MISS YOU STAN

if life could olny bring again,the

day's i took for granted when

to hear your voice was just a callaway

o what i'd, for just some time,to say

the thing's that slipped my mind

there's so much now i'd really

                like to say

but i can never go back when we

did the thing's we did back then

i'll store those precious

memorie's in my

           mind

i'lltake what you've instilled in me,

i'll try to be all i can be

and walk the path you have left behind

                     i sure miss you stan

life will never be the same with

                  you not here

each passing day has brought

                     much pain

but with gods

 grace my

strength remain's

                        i sure miss you stan

but heaven's sweeter with you

                    there

the little thing's

that seemed so

small are now gold

in a memory vault

i cherish everyone

i have of you

now i can see

and recongnize the

part you played

to shape my life

i often see

you in the

thing's i do

in god's design

and master plan

he saw the hurting

                 heart of man

as we would

say goodbye to

     those so dear

so with our

family and friend's

we'll be together once again

we'll veiw all

heaven's splender hand in hand

                      i sure miss you stan

life will never be the same

           with you not here

each passing day has brought much

                        pain

but with god's grace my strength

                       remain's

i sure miss you, but heaven's

sweeter with you there

                                I SURE MISS YOU STAN.

stopping in this morning to say i"m thinking about u3 @ i love @ miss you's

well tomorrow is halloween i'll be looking up at you's @ thinking about you's wishing you's were here to see your nefew's @ neaces all dressed up silly for halloween the laughes they would give u to last a life time but i  now you'll be right there with them keeping them save this year they will never forget u3 i talk to them about you's everyday @ showed them pic's of you's so they would remeber there aunt @ uncle's

stan mickey talk's about you @ uncle franko @ beast everyday it kill's me cause he comes home from school saying nana i cryed in school today i couldn't stop thinking of beast i told him booboo beast is happy he's with his daddy up in heaven @ i said uncle stan @ franko will be forever in your heart there watching u now u better stop crying before u make them cry so he wipes his tear's @ starts laughing

well that's it for today i promise i'll be back on your birthday love @ miss u truely.

stan i wanted to stop in to say hi and i love & miss u dearly

just wanted to give u a laugh today stan bunny higgin's put pics out of u and the guy's from back in the day & u & beebee u2 look so happy in the pics stan wish u were here to see with your own eyes but since u2 aren't we'll do it for use i'll bring them with me when it's my time for you's to see & laugh & talk about them day's lol&

letting u know dec 13'2013 is the finall court date for tennssee my hope's are high i know u been asking & calling out there like me i'm so sry u had to leave us aunt charllett said get ready to party our asses off she's going to rent a hall if we win i wish u could've held on it won't be much fun with out u here

well i'll let u rest now ok i'll be back on your birthday to let u know what's going on

                                        GONE

DAY by Day i think of you

how can all of this be true

i can't believe your really gone

i still can't accept it even after so long

just the thought of you makes me cry

i never even got to say goodbye

i don't know if it will ever get better

i alway's smell your familiar scent

it makes me think of all

of the times we spent

i know we didn't alway's get along

and every time we talk it would alway's go wrong

so many thing's i never got to say

i never imagined you'd ever be so far away

you were my big brother and i loved u like no other

in my heart you'll alway's be

you'll by my guide & helpme see

i'll never forget your soothing voice

i would take your place if i had a choice

but now i have to let you rest

althhough without you my world's a mess

i miss you with all my heart

i wish we never had to part

i know you're alway's by my side

so now i guess this is my goodbye's

          REST IN PEACE MY

   LOVING BIG BROTHER STAN

Dear god

i sit here everyday & ask you why why them they never did nothing wrong they had heart they would do for everyone u didn't even give them time to fully live there lives they didn't get to see there mom & dad grow old or see there family get together's or see them having baby's not even live there life's fully to make there own family u should've gave our family a life time together but i guess u had a better home for them so know we have to live with the pain and hurt untill we meet again.

stan beebee fuz

i now u3 are happy up there

and living a better life together

we now u3 didn't want to leave

the life u were living but god

had better plan's for u3 so i

guess i'll leave it at that for now.

till we meet again my loving family.