- 51 years old
- Date of birth: May 14, 1962
- Date of passing: Nov 27, 2013
|You are at peace now, I am so sorry I didn't know the extent of the torment you felt in your heart. Your kind words taught me to love again. I thank God for our time where we both knew what pure bliss can feel like.|
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Stephen Wilson, 51, born on May 14, 1962 and passed away on November 27, 2013. We will remember him forever. Stephen was my first true love and true friend. He Is my Angel. His parents, Judy and Douglas, are amazing people who had a son that had a glow and such a wonderful mind, almost too smart for his own good. He taught me how to live and love.
"Stephen, I wish you were here to help me through this. Everyone is dying and I am not having a very good outlook on life anymore. Four of my friends in the past four months. When can I get the chance to be a mom and not just a grieving, sad, nervous living dead girl. I already feel dead. God I want you in my life and it's not happening ever again. I'm not sure if I can carry on anymore and why am I even here?"
"Today is your birthday. You'd be 54. I get the blues in May...even though it is when we met, May 28th. It is the fact that the 14th of May comes and goes and you're not here anymore. I think of you all the time, I miss you Stephen. I miss you. I was looking at our few pictures a few days ago and Lillian said that she was sad because she wants to meet you. She was only 4 when you died and I have told her about you and me and that you are in Heaven. She's so beautiful and kind. Today I am going to hold myself together for her. How I wish you were here with us. I love you."
"Well, it's 3:06 a.m. in Austin, Texas and today is the 2nd "Angelversary" of you leaving this earth. I have to say it is not getting any better over time and the cliche time heals all wounds is just not true. I am not sure yet if it's going to get harder... I don't think it's possible to have the same love with anyone else. I will see you again and I have been able to see the stuff you do that is a sign that you are ok. Love you like the moon and stars"
"Well, two years ago on this date and time of night is the last time I was able to be next to you, see you, talk, cry.... Wow, I love you as much and I think about our brief time together here and I cherish every single memory. Your Angelversary is on the 27th. Two long years that feel like yesterday. I love you always. You're my heart. See you soon Sweet Pea"
"I signed up for a fundraising event where on October 18,2015( two days after Lillian turns 7) I am joining a friend that I met on a support group online. She too lost a spouse to suicide. The crazy thing is of all the states in US, she's originally from Missouri. She moved to Pfluegerville?spelling??? Wow, I miss you every day Stephen. You were my Prince! You'll always have my heart. I'm making my profile for any sponsors who wish to donate and I put one of our selfies I insisted we take! The pics are dated 8/21/13. This was 90 days before I looked in your beautiful eyes for the last time. I miss u baby"
"Another sleepless night, as I lay awake and reminisce about our time together I know that you are awake, up there, too. You were an insomniac like me. I look at the pictures of us, and the pic I really like of us that was not blurred seems to have disappeared. I was talking to a friend about a year ago after I posted that picture and she commented how I was glowing, I looked so happy. It was us in the car and I was playing around with the camera and I asked you to take a selfie with me. Our cheeks are touching and your hand is holding my other cheek. It was in July 2013, we were so happy and excited about our future. If I could just feel your hand on my face again, like when you'd just look at me with pure love, and put my face in your hands and we didn't even have to say a word. We knew what love was, finally. Stephen, I look back and I was so happy I did not mean to hurt you if I did I am so sorry, I was so in love I was in a dream. I don't want to sound depressing, oh Gos how I ache, like another part of what is left of my crushed heart is dying. I am so sad and I miss you sweet pea. Sending you hugs and kisses until we are together again. I love you like the moon and stars Sweet Baby! )*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*)*"
"Today you'd be celebrating your 53rd birthday if you were still here. Since you've been gone I've always had a real tough time on several holidays, anniversary dates, of our first time meeting, and the sad ones, like the day you died. And the days in between have been complete despair, or maybe the exact opposite. Some days I have found myself laughing with a friend, real laughter, and I thought I'd never be able to do that again. I have so many things I want to say, but I'm going to say this instead; Stephen, I am sad that you and I can no longer have fun together, here on earth, but one day I know we'll meet again. I love you!"
"You've been gone almost fourteen months, and I have been missing you so. I had a dream about you three nights ago. I have been waiting to see your face and hear your voice. Come visit again soon Sweet Pea."
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