Well my son it's been ten long years you've been hanging out with Papa and how I wish you good come back. I know Papa is taking great care of you. Because his name was the last thing you said. That was the single worst day of my life to date and I pray daily that it's never repeated. Help me today please, seeing as all the giant steps I made forward have loss there footing this birthday. Everyone here's fine so enjoy our day. For the same way you enter this Earth is the same way you left. Just me and you, always loved you since your first kick. Missing you deeply my son. Love you to the beach and back. I'm sorry I couldn't heal you. Mom