I love you so much son I miss you so much that my heart breaks more and more everyday they say it gets better with pray if that’s so why do I miss you more and more hurting like the day you was taken from me lord only knows the hurt in pain I  endure each day no it don’t get easier maybe because Maybe they don’t have the type of love that I have for you I will always love you unconditionally son pray that one day we’ll be together but until thin pray that your memory of your life experience you left here with us continue to help me until we are reunited together again ..
                           I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU       
                             STERLING T. STANFI

It’s not a day that goes by that I don’t feel like I’m losing my mind I miss you more and more each day I’m always told just pray in it will get better will the better is not good because the more I pray the more I miss in want you back or to be with you Lord only knows how much I pray for strength to get thou each in every hour trying to stay strong for Paige but she so strong for me she ask so many questions about her uncle Bud in yes WEZZY why yall can’t come back home with us I still feel the pain of my heart broken everyday since the day the crowds took you away from us Bud I know if you could you would let me know everything that happened in a text or in a card I know you missing me a much as I miss you in only if you was here to see your babies growing up I know you would be so amazed with your girl all of them so pretty in your boys so tall didn’t get that from you but they look just like you Monta even bite is lips like you I couldn’t go on in on but most of all I will always love ❤️ you and I don’t know what it’s like where you at but I know you strong in I pray that the family is really together as they say happens I love ❤️ you so much son in I will never ever stop loving in praising your name until God take the breath out of me you will be spoken out loud Sterling Thomas Stanfield a.k.a Bud/ Pebo