I know you and grandma having a wonderful time up there in heaven, dancing to y'all favorite old school, slow jams and gospel songs lol. I really really miss you papa, I think about you every single day I really wish you was here . My heart has been feeling so empty and cold since you passed away, I can barely sleep, eat, or focus on my school work since you've been gone, when you left pieces of my heart and myself left with you. Nobody doesn't understand why my heart aches so bad or why I stay depressed, etc. But if they had the type of bond and love that we had for each other then they would understand my pain and heart ache. I really wish I could've been there when you said your last goodbye, but I guess it just wasn't meant for me to be there. I enjoyed spending time with you and holding your hand the previous day, it tickled my lil soul when you kept squeezing my hand and smiling at me when nobody else was paying attention, I knew that was your way in telling me that you loved me and that you was going to miss me. You was the best father, brother, uncle, cousin, friend, hunter, fisher, cook, baker, but most of all the best grandfather ever. I love you papa and I miss you like crazy, you'll forever live in our hearts. 

R.I.P.