Okay Okay so happy birthday sister I miss you so so much I should have a party tonight in your honor K true story people me and Sylena on her backl porch drinking  clear tequila ike completely white girl wasted laughing so hard we were about to pee on ourselves like we did after everybody else went to bed every time we drank I had stupid just between us, comedy just pouring out of every pore of my body and all of a sudden at like to 3 in the morning pitch-black quiet everywhere but under her porch comes a voice out of the night s y l e n a !!!!!! We both stopped dead in our tracks laughing and anything else the world stopped we were so silent I've always been looking at each other like WTF was that.... Then again we hear somebody say s i l e n a!!!!!!!! okay and it's for those of you that don't know we can have a whole lifetime conversation with her eyes and head moving with no noise ever and know exactly what the other one was saying so silently almost Frozen in fear nothing moving but our heads and eyes I'm telling her I heard it again did you hear it again get down to the ground let's go inside this is dangerous WTF and she's looking at me like oh my God where is it coming from who is that and then answers it hello and the most white girl voice proper talk and this is not my friend different person's body experience type shit I have ever seen and starts looking around trying to find it I'm shaking my head harder now it's just scrunched up eyes looking at her like the devil saying with my eyes if you don't get on the ground now and let's army crawl in this house before we die I swear wow I'm literally on the ground making my way to the door to save my life and she would not come she was scared trying to pretend like she wasn't doing anything wrong which we weren't is the hilarious part and when I get to the door it's like I give her one more chance look at her and she gets up and goes the other way and went in the house and shut the door and went to telling her husband and my husband oh my God y'all there is somebody outside trying to kill this it was the weirdest thing wake up and help me Selena is in danger they're freaking out like what are you talking about seriously people it was her neighbor who was up at that hour the dog have gotten her yard it was so normal it wasn't even funny but me and her and everybody else laugh about that to this day I swear to you I was in like Navy SEAL DEFCON 5 army crawl mode we're going to die and she was so scared she did what she always did Chad Hugo fake person at it like I'm so sweet and innocent athello everything's fine people I'm not nervous at all but really about to have a heart attack and died going somebody with some sense right now please save me cuz I'm doing stupid stuff walking towards the problem pretending like I'm not knowing what's going on we were so stupid but it was so funny and I miss it so much I swear to you you had to be there the story does not know just as me telling it especially in a text we were like level 1500 when it was just a neighbor it is one of my favorite memories it's one of my last memories of us because we didn't get to verbally speak to each other but two times and it's a two-year. Before the Beautiful Soul left this Earth and turn left me here all alone but she was so funny and so full of life with so much love to give and the best friend best sister best person I've ever known I hope I hope everyone that knows her knew that about her and I don't see how you couldn't and if you have anything bad to say about her or to complain about her something is wrong with you it's got to be because she was my savior in many ways my best friend and my comfort zone I'll never know another friend like her I'll never have that relationship again just remember people your soulmate does not have to be a husband or wife it can be your best friend your sister your child and they say you only get one I've had at least 4 my son and daughter my husband and sylena Nicole Jones happy birthday love I hope the party is rocking where you are because I'm sitting here alone but for some strange reason at the end of the story I feel so good and there's a happiness on my heart must be your birthday don't get too white girl wasted up there and don't answer no voices in the dark and whatever you do don't disappear when the night starts to whined down I can't look for you up there love you always see you when I get there pourin out gin for my homie Nikia out

   This is about my best friend / soul sister i never had a real sister so she was the only thing i had to a sister i met her when i was 10 r 11 and we was always together from that point on she was at my house i was at hers untill she turned 16 when our mom died in a reck and she had to move to AK and even after that we stayed close. but then we lost touch for a few years but once we got back in touch it was like we never stoped talking. she was my everything i could go to her for anything when i had no where to live she took me in and it was like we were kids again. i could go on forever about her it will be a year on oct 28 at 3:30pm and it feels like yesterday i miss you sis i love u and cant wait to see and hear your voice again.