Last Christmas Eve Spent Together...
Every Christmas Eve, Our older brother Josh, Tai, and I always slept in the same bed together, we were young, and still believed in Santa Clause. But Tai usually never stayed with us the whole night, see Tai always slept with my parents because he was afraid to sleep without them, so it was rare for him to stay the whole night. So Josh went downstairs right before we went to bed and Tai looked over at me and asked me for a hug, i asked him why? You wanna know what he said? " Your my big sister, you mean so much to me, i just want you to know i love you Brandi and i thought a hug from you would help me sleep" I was speechless, i really wish i told him how i felt that night, he passed away 9 days after, he knew something was wrong with him, that's why he reminded me, and i didn't even realize it. i miss you so much baby boy..