My Christmas Tree
I put up my first artificial Christmas tree for the first time in I don't know how many years, oh don't get me wrong I always had my tiny 3 and 4 foot rustic Christmas trees out and my house decorated like Christmas should be, but this year I decided to get a six and a half foot artificial tree and was hoping to have my grandsons come decorate it with me and put a special Angel topper on the top of it in memory of their sister but family situations have not allowed this to happen. I want them to know that I am faced with decisions that I can't control. I can't make two parents of my grandchildren understand that life is short and you don't treat your childrens ONLY biological grandparent who has been in their life like dirt. I created this website out or pure love for my grand daughter and I will never have the privelage of knowing her. She is forever in my thoughts and forever in my heart as are my two living grandsons. Life is full of its challenges and decisions are made but once your heart has been broken in a million pieces it is hard to think of the long time it will take if ever for the repairs to it. I may someday try to forgive the hatefulness showed towards me but I will never forget. I will just pray for inner peace. Please know Jayden and Delvese and Tangela I love you. Granny