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remembering my tatay

October 9, 2015
by Pau Pau
         Today October 9, 2015, @ 13:30 , I  was happy to see this website, honestly i kinda forgot that i created a profile to my Tatay,  The things i wanna share is those happy moments with tatay, i remember when i was still young if i cant sleep he used to carry me, sa rocking chair na favorite nya, papatulugin nya ako, he will caress my back para makatulog ako, if not he wants me to sleep beside him in his wooden bed, lol even though masakit sa likod i managed to sleep beside him, i missed the days when we all laughed coz of crazy things, me and my siblings and my dad and mom, pag naaasaran and nanay and tatay,, i grew up seing my tatay doing things that a mother should be doing, like being at home with kids, cooking, ( his favorite dish paksiw) na sya lang kumakain, lol , doing laundry even though its not clean enough for us, cleaning the house i guess sa kanya namin nakuha ang pagiging malinis sa bahay organized. But anyway i would like to say to my tatay that i really appreciate those things that you did for us, the cooking, laundry and cleaning, coz if its not for you and nanay di kame matututo.
               
         Before i used to ask my self, why do i need to do this and that, why do you guys work and why cant you guys provide me and my siblings the luxurious things, now i get it, its not easy to supprot a family with 5 kids, youve been working so hard us, you and nanay i remember im such a pain in the ass, a bad son, spoiled brat ive been mean to you, and u used to tell me someday you'll understand ...And since i started living by my self, left you guys to work abroad i realized lots of things, i know how hard it is to earn money, to work hard for it, Now i know the reason why you just dont give me what i want, you want me to work hard for the things i want in life, you made me strong, you made me realise how to value things, im sorry tatay if i wasnt able to be so good to you and nanay when i was young.

             But i thank GOD, coz He made me realized lots of things, he gave me time to express to you how much i love you,to nanay and my siblings, GOD made me realize to express how much i care and love you, that theres nothing wrong with that, i know our family is not that expressive when it comes to showing our feelings to each other , but everything changed, since i left you  guy's i realized how much you mean to me and how much i missed you, i love you tatay, everytime im feeling weak, loosing hope , out of focus, i pray to GOD and asking for guidance and strength .

             I thank GOD for letting me show you how much i love you, and to say sorry to you, me being such a bad son before saying things that i shouldn't be saying to you, i realized if i was in your position and i said those things masakit marining yun galing sa anak. Im sorry and thankful i managed na makabawi sayo, to show you and nanay how much i love you. thank you for those great memories, im planning to get you and nanay to live here with me, but i guess life is full of surpises, guess God have greater plans for me... for us...

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