8 years. And I still feel you with me everyday. It's getting easier to talk about you. But I feel you standing to my left when I need you most. I miss you. So much that it hurts sometimes. You left the biggest hole but it's okay. Till we meet again old pal.

Hey bud. Love that you're sending me signs and all when I need you. But give me a little warning. I just burst into tears as 2 children who looked at you walked past me in Hove. Gonna need more warning.

It's been 7 years TJ and we all miss you. you were my oldest brother and I loved you so much. I remember your voice so much and it will always be in my heart. Sometimes I look at the old photos and remember you and its hard not to cry. You will always be in my heart EJ. I will be always thinking of you. Love you so much EJ xxx.

I had to stop the letter writing. I'm sorry. My hands are starting to shut down so I can't hold a pen anymore. I'm really struggling today. It's like my whole body is weighed down with sadness. I can barely breathe. I still feel like I should have done more to help you. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. You promised me you'd stay, I needed you to stay. You were the only one who knew. I needed you. I just need to talk to you, just once. I'm struggling so much today, I'll see you in my dreams. I miss you I'm so sorry

Hi TJ,
Its been a while since ive written on here.
It doesnt get any easier....& Knowing that the person who made your childhood so miserable, that you took your own life, enrages me.
They have disguarded all of your personal things because, as they said to your younger brother ' you just have to move on'.
if they feel guilt...good...because they bloody well should. If they dont, then it proves, what others who know them already know, they are sick in the head.
But dont worry...Karma is around the corner.
I miss you more every day.
Love dad xx

hi tj it's Kerry I miss you and can't believe how long it's been. u are loved and missed x

Hi TJ, its nearly 3 years now since you died. You hear people say all the time that "it gets easier in time". I can say with certainty that this is untrue. whilst the rawness may dissipate, it doesn't get any easier. in fact as time passes I miss you more & more. how can it be that I will never see you again? never speak to you again? never hug you again?
I love you son & will miss you until the day I die....xxx

Hi Son...it's been a year...doesn't seem possible..you may not be here but you're with me everyday...I love you . Dad xxx

Just wanted to say hi son...missing you so much down here but I hope that you are at peace now...I guess you never knew how loved you were by so many . Sleep tight. Love Dad xxx

T.J. I miss you. There's so much I feel we need to talk about; so much I have to tell you. I think about you every day, and I wish I could talk to you. I know that we would joke about football, music, Warden Park, college, the list goes on. I want to keep talking, but I don't know what to say. I'll never forget you, and I loved you like a brother. I hope you're enjoying yourself up there, sat in your 'hall of fame,' and we're all certainly missing you down here. Thinking of you always, Ducky x

Its been 9 weeks to the day since you decided you had to leave....in some ways it seems like months & months ago but in others it seems like yesterday..I hope your at peace now son..to know that i'm not going to see you walking towards me, flicking your hair out of your eyes with that massive grin spread across your face is truly heartbreaking..I keep asking why? why didn't you say something to someone? I guess I will never know the answer to that...just one more hug would be great...love you TJ..Dad xxx

I sit and think of our childhood we had. All the times we used to come to yours in Worthing and go out on the go cart. I miss those days. You will forever be in my heart t.j. You will always be that cheeky blonde haired blued little man, I will love you forever and always cupcake xxx

Tj you were such a amazing lad...I miss seeing you and hearing your voice..You had one of the best qualities in life you always helped others and put people before yourself.. If only you new how much you were loved and what an empty hole you have left.. Molly misses her EJ to.Will always think of you.xxxx

TJ was my first born son.... an incredible son & a magnificent human being.
life will never be the same again.

Dear sweetest Angel...
Miss you so much. Will always hold memories of you dearly in my heart. We were all so blessed to have known such a big hearted dear Soul that you were and will always Be. Such understanding, compassion and forgiveness in one so young. My heart and deepest sympathy goes out to all who loved/Love you. You are Legend in my books TJ and gave the best Hugs ever x x x

i cant find words to say how i am feeling tonight, i will not understand why and do not think i ever will but with you looking down on me will give me the strength i need to get by.