everytime i listen to this song, i think of you because i know if you were still here when the song came out, this would've been your song. so i dedicate it for you, happy birth day! you have a special place in all of our hearts and i hate that sometimes. i miss all the funny comments your smart mouth makes. i want you to know we're mad at you now. metti said if she sees you 'zigit aregewalehu' so when we see you, we're not talking to you ;-) im sure you look down on us and you can hear us getting mad at you everytime we talk about you. i still don't understand and how selfish of you to leave like that, with no warnings and no goodbyes. saying bye to you at that church was the hardest thing to do so none of us did it how we should, and it's still hard to say bye because it's a bye forever.