My dad was a great person. He always had something to say about something and although he probably didn't feel well most of the time...you couldn't tell. He had the brightest smile and the warmest spirit of one's soul could ever possibly have. I am the middle child and  loved my sister and brother..but the Times we had from our childhood to our youth as teenagers had literally broken us into what we know now as adults and that the way of our lives were stricken with the uncontrollable laughter and pain ..crying ..sickness, then sadness..At first we didn't know why .but as we grew older and had to walk with our father everyday as he developed a tolerance for this unpleasant treatable monster we carry inside of our bodies it's a disease that attacks our kidneys..all three of us have it.. forgetting that the moments we had to spend left with our father ...we we're counting down .but that never stopped dad from being upbeat cheerful and the person that he was just drove you to become more then you knew...he wasn't just your ordinary dad..He was always trying so hard to please the ones that he was closest to and he loved my mother so much ..you could actually feel it when you walked into a room if they were ever together sharing each others beauty and compassion.. and that's is why I'll never forget how my parents lived and loved one another..Time is the only thing we have that wasn't enough...the hardest part about my dad passing was how he raised me as a woman, had such a great sense of humor  and that I still had many things to share with him but as my world was taking its turn for all of our worst nightmares ...the phone call that I never imagined that I would ever get before my time was up ...God had to yield that eternity of our family. I've doubted everyday that I'll ever even get to see my dad again....it's not fair...I can't help myself anymore because he was my light that shined in my way..to serve..to believe and love. I only exist for my childrens eyes now for the only matter of the rest of my life is not really there and I'm almost halfway gone..I've never been so far away from myself ..This isn't just my life that was there and now feeling gone..it's my mother ..my sister ..my brother and my niece and my two daughters that have had to deal with all the time that has been erased. Such a sweet honest giving loving,husband, father,grandfather and most of all my best friend too.He will always be missed. I love that man with every breath ..every inch ..every ounce..of my soul...I will never be the same....TERRY DALE CHILDERS YOU ARE THE MOST MEMORABLE IN SO MANY LIVES TODAY ..THAT IS WHY IVE SHARED THIS SITE...FOR MORE THEN THE LOVE THAT YOUR NAME HAS PASSED ON FOR MANY TEARS THAT HAVE DROPPED TO THE GUARDIAN ANGEL THAT WATCHES OVER US..YOU ARE WITH US.AND MAY WE SEE YOU AGAIN.