My beautiful niece,you where one special little girl. You are missed every single day,you where a strong little girl,I have never seen anybody so strong and you where a fighter and done it all with a smile,your my special angel in the sky. Love auntie shona xxxx

Dear Tiffany,

If Heaven had a mailbox, it wouldn't fill what I would want to write to you.
I put on a brave face when inside i am not the person I was.
While expecting you, I had everything planned for you, such as your 10th, 13th, 16th, 18th and 21st Birthdays. I see your little friends all now, young women and mums, going on holiday and having family days together. We never had a Christmas out Hospital. The 1 thing I learned from your sweetheart was "NOT TO GIVE UP AND KEEP FIGHTING" If I did not have you, and all the op's you went through and the other pain you went through, gave me hope and strength to get me moving, wipe my tears and continue going for my radiotherapy. I was giving up on day 9 of 30 sessions, I left the house and said it was going to be my last one i could not handle it? It was like i had a little angel on my shoulder telling me to keep going, but what kept me going was YOU, I finally celebrated on my last session No30, I went home and slept for 18 hours again. It was a long road, when you're on your own, and it hurts when your dreams are torn apart and every new thing seems to bring me down, so i try to find peace of mind, and that peace of mind is you. I visit you, and a blanket of peace and tranquillity comes over me. As i sit and talk to you, i don't think anyone even bothers if they see me, as I am sure they have or do the same. I have never know a little girl your age, have so many friends, everyone who met you never forgets you, and it's always your smile they talk about, the smile that you had for anyone. I loved walking into your hospital room, and as soon as you saw me your who face would light up. That smile was forever in my mind. It's so hard, i can't even describe how much i miss you and how my heart aches with the love I have there for you. You came into this world fighting for life, and you gave a fight leaving it. I just can't imagine how scared you were princess, and that is something i am going to need an answer to.
I know every parent thinks they had the best child, but no one will ever say you were a sad child, you were far from that. We will be together one day, why does LOVE hurt so much, and also make you HAPPY? No parent should have to arrange their daughter or son's funeral. This time next Thursday was the day we laid you to rest. You're a much loved cousin, Niece, and granddaughter. YOU WERE LOVED SO MUCH . SWEETHEART I WON'T EVER FORGET YOU. ALL MY LOVE AND HUGS I WISH I COULD BE GIVING YOU. LOVE MUMMY XXXX‍

To my darling daughter Tiffany ,

On the day you came into the world, my life changed in the most amazing way,
You've filled it EVERYDAY with sunshine and warmth.
Never did I imagine I would not spend a lifetime
with you,
Your 3.5 years with us on earth was an honour, a pleasure, and I can say with such pride, LOVE and strength that you, my daughter, were and still are the one I will never get over, my life would never be the same, after the 19/03/2003

May you be with the Angels, God called you home for he needed the best YOU.

Forever in my heart, never out my mind. 
All my Love Mummy. xoxo

HAPPY NEW YEAR PRINCESS,
As everyone was waking up with children this cold winter morning i was thinking i have the candle to light for you, JJ Jnr and grandparents i wanted to have it lite for the bells but as you know i fell asleep, Well 21 you would be this year a proper young woman.
I love you so much and i hope you know i don't follow all the things i plan to do but as long as i have you safe in heaven i know nothing could kill me now on earth. God has worked a poor path in my way and if it wasn't for having such a wonderful spirited daughter who was so strong i think if it hadn't been for you and your pure strength i would be with you next. I Miss and Love You Tiffany. keep that seat warm next to me. love forever mum

Hi Tiffany,
It's now 31st December 2019 and it's another year gone by and i miss you more and more.
I know you would have loved the torch light parade last night but look down on me and John tonight with your brother and you will see a ROSE BLOSSOM pink Candle done for you and a Vanilla one for your little Brother John James Junior.
I will say Good bye to 2019 and 2020 i will make you proud and your Brother.
I really hope you are with Granddad and Grandma Anderson and grandma and grandad Mather/Rowboski, as long as i know my 2 children are with them i know they will be loved in Heaven as much as you's were on earth. 
Forever my Beautiful Daughter and my Handsome son. Love you so much TIffany and miss you just as much also.
Love Mummy. xxx
I think i need to just write Mum now it's hard to believe you would be 21yrs old in 9mth and 14 days.

A MESSAGE TO HEAVEN FOR A PRECIOUS DAUGHTER AT CHRISTMAS.

No other time could be so sad
or Quite as hard to bear,
As celebrating Christmas
Without you being there.

You meant the world to everyone
And at this time of year,
Your sweet Kindered spirit while on earth
was so lovable your really were adored.
And at this time of year,
Your BEAUTIFUL NATURE WAS....
So Gentle, precious and dear.

My Dear Daughter Tiffany we will meet again
When Earthly life is through,
AND MAY THE ANGEL'S KEEP YOU SAFE UNTIL
MUMMY CAN DO.

THE PAST 16 CHRISTMASES I GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS AS NO CHRISTMAS WILL EVER BE THE SAME FOR ME NOW THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE.

I LOVE YOU MY ONLY BABY DAUGHTER ONE DAY SOON I WILL KNOW YOU ARE WAITING AT HEAVENS GOLDEN GATES.

LOVE YOU FOREVER TIFFANY AMBER TAYLOR ANDERSON
28~10~1999 ~ 19~3~2003

I wish i had some time with you
to walk among the stars
To hold your hand and see your face
and ask you how you are.

I'd tell you how things are going here
and say how mich i miss you so
and then there would be that moment when
I Wouldn't want to let you go.

But I'd know i'd have to
as i'd give you a kiss and then
I'd wish that heaven allowed visitors
So i could come back and see you again.

Angel Tiffany You will Forever be in my heart.
the pain of losing you no one can ever tell me it get's easier as but it's been 16 years and the pain still haunts me as if i had just been told yesterday.
I really don't think i will get over losing you my beautiful mousy blonde hair full of curls at the back and a little waves on the top :-)
My Baby girl you will always be even though you were three you were my little girl and you will forever be missed.

A little visit would be niece just stroke my hair do anything...
I will always speak your name with a smile and pride.

                             Love Always, Never missed Mummy xxx

Please Mummy, dont cry, dont be sad treasure the time however short we had. I miss you too, but i can feel your love, even up here flying like a pretty white dove. I know it seems scary, and you feel alone, no one could ever replace me, i was your own. Your sadness means i was loved everyday and though you cannot see me, beside you i lay. It takes so much courage for you to go on, i know our time together was not long But now you will be stronger knowing me. It will be okay mummy you will soon see. In times that are hard, remember i am here, never far from watching; Always very near, it isnt fair we have to live so far away but dont worry mummy i hear everything you say. I am with you every step i take, sending reminders I LOVE YOU, for your sake. You were a Special Mummy; that no one could give the love you gave me, Even now 11 year's on your HEART is still BROKEN for me your 3yr old daughter ME... When the shine is out your eyes i'll come down whisper your name and remind you..........WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN.............XXX

R.I.P Tiffany xxx

Missing you so much.xxxx

Sorry Princess, i have'nt lite your candle each night, but you have never went a day where i have not had you in my thoughts. Missing You Love Mummy.xxx

a little flower for an angel xx

To My Angel,
As promised a candle, to keep you feeling safe Your have the BIGGEST part of my HEART but one day in the many years we will be together again and you'l NEVER need to be scared of the dark :-* .
Good-Night. CUPID. XXXX <3

To My Darling Daughter Tiffany,
you are never out my thoughts and u r the 1st person i think of everyday,noon and night, il come home and upload photos and songs untimkl 10am il write your Biography.
Love and miss you mummy

A flower each day to you BLUE EYES.XX

I promise to Light your candle each day, lay a flower and leave you a note