My Darling Boy I love and miss you so much. Xx  I wish I could change places with you. This pain is killing me you have 4 beautiful grandchildren and another one due in September he's a boy and will have your name as a middle name.

Sleep well my darling boy love you millions. Xxxxx

Hiya Bones. 
Bet you have nan on the runaround up there.  Can't believe it's been 5 years since you called me Tubs. Lol. We keep your garden looking nice.  We all miss you and we still laugh about your Hitler being misunderstood story. Love Donna . X X X

Hello my darling Boy... Cannot believe it is 4 years since you left us the pain is as much today as it was that fateful day you left me ,Donna and Scott love and miss you so much. R.I.P my darling boy. See you again one day. Xxx

Hello my darling Boy, I miss you so much I am really struggling at the moment. Life is so unfair you don't deserve to be there one day the right one will get karma banging on the door thank goodness she is not a Wincheste no more. You have another Grandchild being born in February if he arrives on time it will be on !! H !! Anniversary you have 3 gorgeous grandchildren 2 boys and a girl. Sleep well my darling Boy xxx

Hello boy, my heart is broken and I will never be the person I was before you were taken so quickly and unexpected. It haunts me that you were alone I never ever thought it was the last time I spoke to you that fatefull Saturday night and I will never forgive myself for that.... You should not be there you don't deserve to be karma will do its job. Love and miss you so much sleep well my darling Boy. Xxx

Hey my Darling Boy, I am so pleased seeing the messages you are getting. You will never be forgotten while I,Donna and Scott breath. It was lovely to talk to Antonia and Shane over the last couple of weeks and they are 18 on the 4th march and Bens baby is due in June.

Love and miss you so much my darling Boy. Xxxxx

I miss you so much dad, I know things was horrible with us but only because you knew what I was up to and what games I played because you done them yourself, I want you to know I miss and love you so much, always in my thoughts and heart

My darling Boy cannot believe it is 3 years since you left us 3.days after !! H !! I know you were desperately unhappy and you would not go to hospital and leave me looking after Nan you did what you said you wanted to be with her when she passed you did that I was so proud of you. I knew you were ready to go that song ... Tell Me There's An Heaven you played it all the time in your car you were suffering a heart attack all the week before. I thank God we had the last 18 months of your life and you knew me, Donna and Scott loved you unconditionally has did your 3 nephew's loved you. And thank you for bringing Antonina, into our life you were so proud of her. knowing you knew were she was and had been having contact with her and and knew were she was you crafty monkey but I don't blame you for not telling anyone.xxxx miss you so much my darling Boy. Xxx

What I miss most is our late night chats x

My darling Boy I still cannot except that you are gone my life is ripped apart. We all love and miss you so much.
Loraine told me you that you love me and that you love your Garden and the flowers that pleased me even though I got upset. We all love and miss you so much you would love your Grandson and Granddaughter they are adorable hope you are being looked after by our Heavenly family.
Sleepwell my Darling Boy. Until we meet again
Xxxx

Hello my darling Boy, I was blown away how many Happy birthday messages you got the texts I got and the beautiful flowers, plants your darling Daughter Antonina, went as she always does and did you proud again. Hope you had a wonderful birthday up there bet you had them on the run. Love and miss you more and more each hour each day ok I just miss you. Sleep well my Darling Boy. Xxxxx

Hi Bones, Tubs here. Lol. 

Hope you have had a good birthday up there. You will go to any extreme not to have to get the beers in, but this one was a bit much.

Everyone down here knew that you would have been 50 so we made sure it was displayed well in your garden. Hahaha. 
You chill out up there and know that we think of you all the time and the boys follow West Ham for you.  Don't worry about anyone down here, I will look after them. 

Love and miss you. Donna x x x x x

Hi my Darling Boy, I asked for some hot weather and you did it for me.
I am struggling bad at this time who ever said pain gets less and time is a healer they are so wrong.

To lovely people have contacted me very upset that they had just found out about you it is so so lovely to hear them talk about you and say that they loved you you are there uncle not everyone in that family are horrible thank goodness
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sleep well my darling Boy, love and miss you so much. Xxxx

My darling Boy, I miss you so much I cannot except you are gone.... the pain is so raw and keep asking myself WHY WHY WHY......  you don't deserve to be there she should be there. Sleepwell well my darling Boy. Xxxxxxxx

Hello my Darling Boy, even now I still cannot believe that you are not here. The pain in my heart is still has raw today has the day you left us. You are free off all the pain you were going through and sadness and loneliness I know you was feeling I hated not being able to give you what you wanted if only you had looked back sooner you were so close to achieving it. Xxx sleepwell my Darling Boy. Xxxxxxxx

Even now it still feels strange and unbelievable. I still call you Bones when I'm doing your garden and apologise for always standing on your head. Bet you have got everyone waiting on you like Lord Muck up there. Miss you Bro x x

The day you left us my life changed and will never be the same, I miss you so much and the pain is not getting any easier. Sleepwell my Darling Boy. Xxxxx

Hi Tony
Just wanted to pop on here and say,I know we didn't always see eye to eye but we did have two beautiful kids together you made peace with Jay unfortunately Laura bit two headstrong bit like me I suppose lol.
When you got bck intouch after 18 years I was so angry with you but once we got chatting that soon left me and we still had lots in common we were just starting to get along well again, anyway hope your resting well up there and not causing too much trouble hope you've been and made peace with my mum and dad and can you do me a big favour next time I go see s medium can u let my mum come Throu lol you keep knickin all the limelight telling me how much you loved me and that your around but I know that Iv seen u your so cheeky lol no honestly I don't mind you popping by to see me I'm not afraid.
Anyway think Iv bothered you enough now take care God bless love you Tracy xx