tony struggled most of his life but he was a very good person he has been through so much and i love him dearly he lost alot of people in his life i tried to help him but sometimes i feel i didnt try hard enough i wish i would of done more for him he holds a special place in my heart this is going to so hard for these holidays baby i miss you and i really hope you are at peace.  always in my heart my love, love you. never be fogotten.  love your best friend helen