i loved her; all her friends i think hated me - i don't know if they knew how hard it was to love her. if not for alcohol i think we would have made it... our candle burned bright fast and then was snuffed out.
i loved her... she had a lot of pain ...
One day before she left this earth she was on my social media and i didn't respond; i carry that guilt daily.
my best friend, michael gundlock, killed himself; my first passionate love (tracy) killed herself. everyone i know and loved the most killed themselves or are dead. Life sucks and those of us who suffer it daily look forward to our reunion in heaven.