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Dear Friends and Family,

 

A Memorial Celebration was held for Travis on Sunday September 14th 2014 at 10am


Thank you to all who attended, as well as those who sent their blessings and kept us in their thoughts on this day.  If you have photos from the memorial please upload them to the site, or e-mail them to me.

Sincerely,

Tobias Corwin

tobiascorwin@hotmail.com


 

 

April 11, 2021
April 11, 2021
Happy birthday! I’ve added a photo to the gallery.
April 10, 2021
April 10, 2021
Happy 66th Travis! Every now and then a fond memory of you runs across my mind. And all memories I have of you are fond!
April 10, 2020
April 10, 2020
I love you Travis and see you in exponential growth. Don't mind your missing the pandemic:-) Darcy
April 10, 2020
April 10, 2020
Travis is a man I will always remember and cherish. Great smile, great companion. And listened so well.
December 22, 2018
December 22, 2018
Even though I remember spending only summers with you as we grew up, this holiday season reminded me of you. Regrettably I see ever more people in California struggling to find a meaning in life, as you did your entire life. Many are living in their cars as you did late in your life, others are overdosing on drugs in an attempt to either find meaning or escape life. Perhaps the greatest gift you gave me was that of compassion. May you have a blessed Christmas and a meaningful New Year dwelling in the hearts of all the people you touched during your life.
April 10, 2018
April 10, 2018
Forever with me Travis. I loved the attention I "paid" you!"
April 10, 2018
April 10, 2018
Happy Birthday, Travis! We still think of you and conjure up fond memories of you. You touched far more people than you know!
April 10, 2018
April 10, 2018
Your birthday to me reminds me of how you were always one step ahead of me when we were growing up - in reading, in travel and in wit and humor. Like you, my nephew is having a hard time finding his place in the world, and many in the family also say he looks like you. Like you, my nephew is extraordinarily sensitive to contradictions between what people say and how they act. You showed how one can be sensitive, yet still lead a productive life.
August 31, 2017
August 31, 2017
Three years since you moved on.

I still think of you often as I go about daily life in your home state of California. I also have one nephew who reminds me of you.

Still keep in touch with your sisters and my Aunt Sara and your Aunt Angela so our family remains close.
August 29, 2017
August 29, 2017
Travis,
All that is True in us is what lives on! And in our Prior Unity,
it is always fully shared.

Love,
Darcy
August 29, 2017
August 29, 2017
The years my pass; however you are still so much in my thoughts. Hope you "cashed" my check for attention. It's an open ended check! Love to you
August 29, 2017
August 29, 2017
Missing you still! Peace my cousin.
April 12, 2017
April 12, 2017
Travis,

I feel you have moved ON and are Well!
I love you.

Darcy
April 10, 2017
April 10, 2017
Dearest Travis, I pray with you every night, knowing that you are One with God, as you so often prayed for. You are always in my heart and mind. You have a son that you can be very proud of..... Toby was just here for a short and wonderful visit. And he is a wonderful fixer-upper, now we have so many things in the house that were not working until
he very kindly, got us in working order. We love him, a great guy, just like you.  Always in my heart...  Your Mom
April 10, 2017
April 10, 2017
I relish our time together at CornU. I am so glad I gave you my "check" to pay attention.
April 10, 2017
April 10, 2017
Happy Birthday, Travis! Your presence is still felt.

Cousin Anne Smith
September 11, 2016
September 11, 2016
We miss you Travis and think of you often.
August 30, 2016
August 30, 2016
I have been thinking of my father a lot the last several days. I am grateful for all he has given me and all that we share. Today I spread some of his ashes in a beautiful mountain river in Northern California, a place he would have appreciated for its rugged beauty. He would appreciate all the love that has been expressed here.
August 29, 2016
August 29, 2016
Two years and many memories have flown by since your passing.

During those years I realized my childhood dream of being older than my "MAD" cousin from California, yet the realization of that childish dream is bittersweet - bitter knowing that I will never see you again on earth - and sweet in that your passing finally led me to meet to beautiful people in your life - your capable son Toby and your wife Beth when we joined together to celebrate your life. Like you, both Beth and Toby lead lives that promote what should be cherished rather than simply endured to satisfy the fleeting whims of materialist capitalism.

I also, for the first time, connected with your mother, the mysterious Donna from southern California, when your son Toby read her poignant and insightful letter at your tribute, which she was too frail to make.

I think of you often, and stay in touch with your sisters Alex and Deanna and hear occasionally about Toby.
August 29, 2016
August 29, 2016
Two years after your transition, the evidence is that Love only grows!
Darcy
August 29, 2016
August 29, 2016
God bless you always, Travis. May you be in the highest heaven merged with the Light, merged with your God. I love you.
Claudia
April 13, 2016
April 13, 2016
Dear Travis,
I continue to celebrate the day you were born and every day of your life. Thank you for blessing me and Unity Santa Fe with your consciousness.
Love,
Brendalyn
August 30, 2015
August 30, 2015
Travis,
In the past year, I have reflected a lot on what my relationship with you has shown me. Its acceptable to be brokenhearted for both of us at times. But all that stays is the Love... the Only One Who Ever Really Is.
Darcy
August 29, 2015
August 29, 2015
I will always remember you, Travis, with great love. You will always be one of my dearest spiritual brothers. I will always remember how much you made me laugh. You are in my thoughts & always in my heart. May you know yourself on the other side as only Love.
October 30, 2014
October 30, 2014
It was very sad to hear the news yesterday of Travis passing. I knew Travis very well spending time with him in KY and in Albuquerque. He was my “spiritual friend” at Cornucopia. I remember him as a very thoughtful, caring, artistic and strong man and always with a smile. I admired his spirituality and introspective ways, always searching for a deeper meaning, we are brothers in that respect. Great photos Toby! My warmest regards to you and Beth

Gary Shapiro
September 17, 2014
September 17, 2014
Wishing peace to all who loved Travis. May you take comfort in each other at this difficult time. Only months apart, Travis and I were cousins our entire 59 years. I will never forget the playful argument we got into a few years back when he insisted he was only 55 although I knew we were both 56. He was amazed to discover he had lost count of a year.Love, Deanne
September 14, 2014
September 14, 2014
Toby, good morning...

Thank you for putting this website together for your Dad. It is beautiful. As was your Dad.

And today is his memorial. Feelings and images have been flowing since your Mom shared of your Dad's passing...

Here's one: Travis was living with Rob and I in an awesome solar adobe home in Santa Fe just off Canyon Road. We only had a fireplace for back-up heat. Unlike the sun, it hadn't been out for days...it was cold. Very cold. And it was night. The wind was howling...the snow was steadily coming down.

Rob was flying back from Lordsburg after dropping off a client. He was flying a single engine airplane in all that weather. I was worried then scared then anxious...and then the feeling cycle would repeat. 

Travis took charge. He built a huge fire in the fireplace....lit a zillion candles...put on Keith Jarrett...and we cuddled in front of the fire under four or five blankets. 

Then what did he do? He used the music and genius of Keith Jarrett as a soundtrack and started riffing...and then I entered in...and we made-up stories to each other..

By the time Rob walked in, the night had became a lovely wintery evening with lots of possibilities amidst all that creative love. 

Your Dad was a precious human being, Toby...

Much love and a very deep bow to you, Toby, and to your Mom...

Much love,
Ann-Marie
September 13, 2014
September 13, 2014
I am Travis' Aunt Joy and I just wanted to write and send my heartfelt wishes for my nephew's safe passage. Travis seemed to be on a spiritual quest, always searching for the meaning of life and human existence. I believe that Travis is continuing his quest but in a different form. I wish him God-speed. I would like to believe that he and my beautiful son, David, are in a magical place together, enjoying good conversation and laughter. May you finally find what you've been looking for and rest in peace in that knowing. 
Love, Aunt Joy and your cousin, Susan
September 7, 2014
September 7, 2014
I would like to express my gratitude to all of you who have written tributes to Travis on these pages. They are very comforting to me and all members of his family. Travis is deeply loved and will forever live in my heart.     His Mom, Donna

Psalms111: "Thy testimonies have I taken as an heritage forever; for they are the rejoicing of my heart."
September 7, 2014
September 7, 2014
Tobias, Always such a big deal when our dad leaves the earth. My heart goes out to you. I am one of the Wednesday Santa Fe Course in Miracles group. I always enjoyed your dad's uniqueness, sincerity and depth of spiritual love and his smile. Love never dies.
Blessings,
leslie
September 6, 2014
September 6, 2014
Travis was a treasured friend of Unity Santa Fe and our 4T Prosperity Group. I regret I will not be able to attend the memorial service as I'll be coming out of Canyon de Chelly after an 8 day Vision Quest that afternoon. I celebrate Travis' life and legacy and cherish the short time I knew him. As minister of Unity Santa Fe and on behalf of the Board of Trustees and congregation of Unity Santa Fe I send my deepest condolences to Travis' family.
September 5, 2014
September 5, 2014
I never had the fortune to meet Travis, but he has given the world a fine son with his lovely former wife, Beth. I know he will be forever in their memories. Our deepest sympathy to you both and the rest of your family.
September 5, 2014
September 5, 2014
I never had a chance to meet Travis and have yet to meet Beth, but I am one of many people blessed by my friendship with Toby. Whatever sort of grand alchemy it was that conspired to bring Toby into the world, I have no doubt that his mother and father played a profound role in shaping him into the wise, considerate man that he is. 

My heart goes out to all of you who knew Travis, but especially to my good friend who has lost a parent.
September 5, 2014
September 5, 2014
Travis, my friend,

It is with sadness that I hear the news of your passing. Thank you for the laughter & fun. Thank you for your warm intentions. Thank you for your courage as you continued searching for answers right up to the end. Thank you for reaching out and connecting with me and so many other of your old friends in these last two years. 

Peace and Love to you, my brother. Peace and Love, Chittak
September 5, 2014
September 5, 2014
Travis, you came to us quietly and offered so much of your personal wisdom achieved through direct experience and practice. So quietly you slipped away. We will remember your words, your smile, your cheer! 
Thank you for your generosity and good will.
Blessings follow with you,
Edie Murphy
September 5, 2014
September 5, 2014
Travis, My Friend -
Thank you for sharing your wisdom and your clarity with the Santa Fe "A Course In Miracles" community. I and many others are richer for having had the privilege of knowing you. I'll see you down the road, Brother. Peace, Peter
September 4, 2014
September 4, 2014
I go by the name Sage today, although back many years ago at Cornucopia I was known as Cinnamon's son, "Rusty".. Many of the names here I am familiar with..And, Oh yes, I do remember Travis! I was only 11yrs old the Summer of `78 that I came to stay with the Living Love Community in Kentucky. I recall seeing Travis and knowing that some day when I'd grown up I'd like to be as well liked as he was. I'd like to be as kind, gentle, smart and funny as Travis. He had what I call a "felt smile", when he was grinning you could feel the positive waves of his energy fill the room.
He was, IS, and always shall be, a very cool dude!
I live in Albuquerque now, moved here a few years ago and would be honored to attend the celebration honoring Travis this month.
~Sage Hopkins
September 4, 2014
September 4, 2014
I am so very sad to hear this news. Travis went to a class with me and i gave him rides sometimes. I know he wanted to get his knee fixed so he could walk around better. I was worried when he did not attend class these last few weeks. He will be missed. What a sweet soul he is.
I'm glad our paths crossed.
September 4, 2014
September 4, 2014
My heart is sad when I think of the loss of sweet Travis. I have so many memories of Travis in Kentucky and later in NM. I hold all who have loved him in my heart and prayers. To see all these messages brings such a sense of our family
September 4, 2014
September 4, 2014
It took two incredible people to raise my friend Toby. I didn't know Travis well but, knowing his son, this I can extrapolate from who he must've been: He had to have been kind. Definitely a thinker. Good sense of humor, as confirmed by his friends. Handsome with a great smile, just like Toby, as confirmed by these photos. Certainly responsible for Toby's tech savvy. Probably responsible for his wanderlust. Likely a man who was sensitive to this world. I give my condolences to his family and I take comfort knowing his light will shine on through his son.
September 3, 2014
September 3, 2014
I knew Travis though The Way of Mastery Tuesday evenings. in Santa Fe. When he attended he brought so much insight with great contribution to the group. We all loved him, he will be missed.

Barbara
September 3, 2014
September 3, 2014
Travis  You were an inspiration. And you were and are very very loved. Your sharing in our groups was always wonderful, positive and a grand contribution. I hold you in my heart. Shanna
September 3, 2014
September 3, 2014
I never met Travis. Toby's a good friend of mine. It was nice to see all of these pictures of Travis and family pictures. I can definitely see where Toby got his good looks.
Thoughts and prayers from the Elias family.
September 2, 2014
September 2, 2014
I am so sad to learn this news. I clearly remember the light, sweet, smiling, engaged, present Travis from the Cornucopia days. 

My heart goes out to Toby and all whose lives Travis touched.

Love and blessings,
Penny Hannig Keyes Gillespie
September 2, 2014
September 2, 2014
When I received Deborah's email letting us know of Travis' death, although it's so many years since I saw him last, his face came immediately and clearly to mind... and he was smiling that handsome, warm grin. I am sure that many others have basked in that gentle, impish smile over the years. Fly high and free, Travis!
September 2, 2014
September 2, 2014
Travis was one of the kindest most caring people at Corn U. He was a good friend, and I am so sad to hear of his passing. He was so young! My dear hubby, Blake, passed away just 2 weeks ago. May they fly together on the other side in joy and love. Very nice memorial!
September 2, 2014
September 2, 2014
Dear Travis, Toby, Beth and Family,
My heart is with you during this time of loss. Travis was and is an important part of my inner family; a brother in my early days away from home, helping me to find a new sense of home in the world. He was a fellow traveler that knew that we needed one another. He helped me know that and get good with that truth with his humor with his sheer intensity with his good heart.  Travis, may this next heart breaking adventure into grief and into all the joy you brought us bring us all closer to home.
Love, Love, Love,
Catherine
P.S. Toby, I imagine you know this...but your Dad was such a rockstar. My heart is especially with you as you face this time of such deep loss. 
A poem for you as you: by Diane Der-Hovanessian

When your father dies, say the Irish,
you lose your umbrella against bad weather.
May his sun be your light, say the Armenians.

When your father dies, say the Welsh,
you sink a foot deeper into the earth.
May you inherit his light, say the Armenians.

When your father dies, say the Canadians,
you run out of excuses. May you inherit
his sun, say the Armenians.

When your father dies, say the French,
you become your own father.
May you stand up in his light, say the Armenians.

When your father dies, say the Indians,
he comes back as the thunder.
May you inherit his light, say the Armenians.

When your father dies, say the Russians,
he takes your childhood with him.
May you inherit his light, say the Armenians.

When your father dies, say the English,
you join his club you vowed you wouldn't.
May you inherit his sun, say the Armenians.

When your father dies, say the Armenians,
your sun shifts forever.
And you walk in his light.
September 2, 2014
September 2, 2014
Dear Toby, Beth and family,
I so sorry for your loss. I just found out yesterday about Travis. I am heart broken and so sad. I loved Travis so much. He always felt like the brother I never had. At Cornucopia, River & I hung out with him a lot. I just remember how much we all laughed together. Travis was always so loving, such a bright light, & so generous with himself. Over the years we kept in touch now & then and I always loved our connections. Such a deep soul with so much love. I am sure heaven is a greater place with him in it.
September 2, 2014
September 2, 2014
I knew Travis briefly at CornU. I do remember when he and Beth got together.

Toby, I recall you as a babe in arms.

Travis smiled a lot and brightened our many meetings. I'm sure he will be missed.

Anterra
September 2, 2014
September 2, 2014
We are so sorry for those that Travis left behind. We only met him once, but his sweet smile and gentle nature were unforgettable.
Our thoughts are with you. Jan and Gary
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I love you Travis and see you in exponential growth. Don't mind your missing the pandemic:-) Darcy
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Lyrics - Here in the Vineyard

August 30, 2015
Here in the Vineyard - Traditional Hymn - Sung at Travis's Memorial Celebration by Beth Corwin, Marj Mullany, Jim Mullany, Barbara Herrington, and Rob Pine (see Stories tab for lyrics)





This is a Traditional Hymn that was sung at Travis's Memorial Celebration.

Here in the Vineyard

Here in the Vineyard of our Lord
I hope to live and labor,
And be obedient to my God
Until my dying hour.
I love to see the lilies grow,
And view them all a-standing
In their right place while here below,
Just as the Lord commanded. 

We ofttimes meet both night and day,
A faithful band of pilgrims;
We read, we sing and preach and pray,
And find the Lord most precious.
But as we sing our song of love
Our hearts are deeply wounded,
Perhaps we all may meet no more
Here in a congregation. 

But if on earth we meet no more,
We hope to meet in heaven,
Where congregations ne're break up,
But dwell in sweet communion.
Where all the ransomed church of God
Shall meet no more to sever,
With ne'er a sorrow, pain or tear,
Singing one sweet chord forever.

Lyrics - Holy Now

August 30, 2015
Holy Now - by Peter Mayer - Recorded by Michael Cicone, Cindy Kallet, and Ellen Epstein - Played at Travis's Memorial Celebration (see Stories tab for lyrics)






This song by Peter Mayer was played at Travis's Memorial Celebration.
 
Holy Now

When I was a boy, each week
On Sunday we would go to church
And pay attention to the priest
And he would read the holy word
And consecrate the holy bread
Any everyone would kneel and bow
Today the only difference is
Everything is holy now
Everything, everything
Everything is holy now

When I was in Sunday school
We would learn about the time
Moses split the sea in two 
And Jesus made the water wine
And I remember feeling sad
That miracles don't happen still
But now I can't keep track
'Cause everything's a miracle
Everything, everything
Everything's a miracle

Wine from water is not so small
But an even better magic trick
Is that anything is here at all
So the challenging thing becomes
Not to look for miracles
But finding where there isn't one

When holy water was rare at best
I barely wet my fingertips
Now I have to hold my breath
Like I'm swimming in a sea of it
It used to be a world half there
Heaven's second-rate hand-me-down
But I walk it with a reverent air
'Cause everything is holy now

Read a questioning child's face
And say it's not a testament
That'd be very hard to say
See another new morning come
And say it's not a sacrament
I tell you that it can't be done

This morning outside I stood
I saw a little red-winged bird
Shining like a burning bush
Singing like a scripture verse
It made me want to bow my head
I remember when church let out
How things have changed since then
Everything is holy now
It used to be a world half there
Heaven's second-rate hand-me-down
But I walk it with a reverent air
'Cause everything is holy now                  
                                      

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