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Travis Thomas
  • 48 years old
  • Date of birth: May 13, 1965
  • Date of passing: Oct 31, 2013
Let the memory of Travis be with us forever

This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Travis Thomas, 48, born on May 13, 1965 and passed away on October 31, 2013. We will remember him forever. i will never ever forget what a wonderful man he was and is.for 15 yrs we were side by side. oh my tears of joy i have for him now he perfect up in heaven w God and family.Travis each day that goes by my heart get fuller from the joys of knowing you .. i love you buddy..

Memorial Tributes
This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 31st October 2016

"Sitting here missing u like I am crazy. Can't wait till we see each other again. R .I.P"

This tribute was added by Stephanie McGee on 28th October 2016

"Here it is Oct 28 2016. As i sit here and think about you im doing my best to try and not think about everything that is going on in the world and just try to keep a smile on my face but it is really hard.. alot of people have tried making me smile today but as time gets closer and closer it just keeps getting harder and harder... i knew this day was coming and is going to be really hard on mom and i hate to not be there with her but i just cant be... mom  has changed alot over the years and its just really hard for me to see her like that... it really bothers me... she misses you so much and i know she has said to you so many nights to just tell GOD to take her from her pain and suffering but please dont.. I love you and i love her to death and God took you out of this world then Mike Dixon and I dont need her gone to. i love you Travis Wayne Thomas more then you will ever know.. You were more then a uncle to me. You are more like a father to me then anything.. I listened to Looking for my City but Vestal Goodman today and i cant forget about the the last little bit of the song where at the end all you said was "GOODBYE MOMMA" I love you so much and miss you more then you will ever know or even think you know.... Gone but Never Forgotten!!!"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 8th August 2016

"travis i come to you in need .you and the lord up above i need a sign i need something to hang onto ..please show me"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 12th June 2016

"i miss you so much isnt fair mike got to meet up with you before me"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 24th May 2016

"just wanted say i miss you bro"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 19th May 2016

"travis as i sit here in tears because seems like i cant get ahead fo anything in this world i miss you so much and i know if u was still here it wouldnt be so hard on me ,every time i turn around its something i think i am finally getting in the clear and something eles slaps me .if stephanie could just get a job and help me without me having to begg her it might be diffeent but as of now i dont want to live anymore"

This tribute was added by Stephanie McGee on 13th May 2016

"Happy Birthday my Guardian Angel!! I miss and love you so much!"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 13th May 2016

"happy birthday travis i miss you so much"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 5th April 2016

"well travis i did all i could do for mike even to the end .now i guess you met him at the pearly gates on april 1st  guess you thought he was trying april fool you but no  he is gone from here and is with you now . hope ya have fun up there watching these ppl stress me out to the maxs .i dont know what to do anymore i cant make anyone happy"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 11th March 2016

"because of you baby brother i will never give up on anything . no matter how hard the situation might be i know from you if u really put ur mind and heart and soul in it you will succeed in everything you want . love you bro see you on the other side .."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 27th February 2016

"travis i know you are in a better place but i wish so bad you was still here i cant understand why you had to go so early in our lifes or why momma had to leave us so young . i beg every day for just the smallest sign everythings going to be ok. i started looking for a place for myself for when the lease is up . it doesnt matter to me i just need a single little room and where ppl wont bother me i am sure i will find somewhere no problem kinda looking forward being by myself again ,i just miss you and my kids so much. and i trying not to wonder all the time what the purpose of the every day struggle is just to pay bills but i keep telling myself its going be a great ending one day . who knows maybe sooner than we know . save that place for me like we talked about bro i see you when its my turn love you fab more than you ever knew :)"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 12th February 2016

"well its feb.now and cold.. sitting here thinking about you..so u been having a grand ole time n heaven i hope..i bet when u saw gods face it was a awesome sight to see just beautiful.i hope you can look down and see me im trying to get my knees worked on i really been on phone trying to find dr, who accepts med and med care..i love you so much baby and miss u terribly not a day goes by i dont cry my eyes out ill never get over you.."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 30th January 2016

"travis I lay here with tears in my eyes and hurt in my heart .I never thought mike would see me as he does . and all I tried to do was help him .I be on my way in july when this lease is up in this roach motel and mike has a piece of you that out of the goodness of my heart I thought he would appreciate but I don't know what to think anymore .watch over him I cant take the hurt anymore from trying to just help someone that doesn't see it as I do .I miss u so much and wish we had more time . be with mike  when he has his knees done .I wish u could send me just a tiny sign that I shouldn't feel so hurt by all this . but its got me in tears . I feel so hurt .love you fab you was a great brother and I miss u more and more every day .save a place for me"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 27th January 2016

"hey baby its been awhile..,but i havent forgot about you at all..things are going  about the same here...im gonna have my knees done in march i hope... watch over me travis i need it i love u forever until i meet you at pearly gates ur my every thought   love ya mike"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 26th November 2015

"hi buddy welll its thanksgiving again..i misss you soooooooooooooobad..well ill be moving away from lisa soon i hope ... travis u know how bad i wanted the 1bedroom at the high rise well i got my name n the pot..if i dont get that ill do what u told me to do...this old world has changed alot honey..and u know what happened w stephanie  already...travis i was so mad for the fact that she didnt even consider asking me what i thought,,she just said come onthats what hurt meso much...we talked about this s everal times.. ne wAY i love u terribly  much my friend..tell everyone i said hey tell god i love him and y too"

This tribute was added by Stephanie McGee on 31st October 2015

"Well today mkes two years that you have been gone at 7:45pm and it still feels like yesterday.. I miss you like crazy and im still being selfish. You are missed by many anf loved by many!! Save a place for me and watch over us!!"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 30th October 2015

"well my sweet baby brother its been 2 years since you left this planet and i have never felt so alone in my life .i think about you every day .. when i be driving down the road i wonder what we would have been doing . like tonight on my way home from work at a red light a car pulled up behind me and i looked in my mirror and could only see the blond hair of some guy and thought to myself yea travis u following me home .. my heart is so sad i dont have you or my kids with me .. and its a very ugly feeling . a cold feeling i never thought i would feel again after my heart warmed up after losing mom .. but i know one day i will see both you again .. rest peacefully my brother .you will always be in my mind and in my heart .. my tears are tears of happines for you that u suffer no more .. I MISS AND LOVE YOU DEARLY"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 25th October 2015

"stephanie reminded me today  she said she was sad because it was today 3 years ago pawpaw died I hate the way a loss makes her so sad I guess if I wasn't in so much pain I would have thought about it .pain in my muscles on my  thighs horrible don't know how much more I can take .I miss you and wonder all the time what we be doing at this moment .werid all  3 of my passed loved one past in oct.."

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 23rd October 2015

"HI HONEY  i know ur well ur singing with the  angels////everyday i cry and cry from missing u////..well honey its been 2yrs  and feelslike yesterday.. im doing pretty good im doing what u told me to do and so fa r so good...i love u so much baby and miss u w all my heart .but ur n my heart..now rest and be happy ill c u someday ....say hey to vestel for me"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 9th August 2015

"wish you couldve been here to see what it is like to be 50 .. you still be out there giving them hell i bet ..i guess as soon as mike decides what he going to do i go on my eay as well but i will never stop missing you .you took a big part of my heart with you  rest in  peace my brother i love you more than you knew"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 19th July 2015

"awwww  honey i miss u so much.....   i love u dearly  talk to u later my love"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 7th July 2015

"hey babe miss ya bunches...i havent been here n awhile its to painful for me.. im still with lisa but u know that...gonna stay here one more year then get myself n order and move onu know.. but right now im ok  my heart  still has a huge hole n it but  with Gods help i will heal oneday/...love u honey ill be back later talk more i love you travis"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 24th June 2015

"Lord i ask you please show me my way ( Direction ) restore my faith ... i dont know what to do anymore"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 22nd June 2015

"well this maybe the last time i come here to talk to yu ..i am losing all hope and belief travis .justt seems the devil wants my soul so bad .if i dont see a sign or something from above i feel like i fighting a lost cause here on earth its a never ending struggle just to live .. one last time travis .. no pennies on floor please killing me picking up them all ..lol restore my faith dear lord"

This tribute was added by Stephanie McGee on 19th May 2015

"Wow I haven't been on Herr in forever like I used to be everyday. O have read all the post and I lay here and cry because I miss you so much.. Its almost been two years since you wemt to heaven AMD I moss you more and more each day. I love you so Mich uncle Travis save a place for us."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 3rd May 2015

"i miss you more and more every day .. and missing you makes me miss momma so much more i love you both"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 28th February 2015

"feeling really sad when every thing should be good or on its way one but my hearts not happy and i missing you bro *** very sad ****"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 23rd February 2015

"hey babe its me again... i know that ur doing great and no pain and seeing everybody.. iv gotta start travis doing like u ssaid looking after me..i get medicare soon ill get my knees fixed .. but travis i worry about lisa shes not doing good at all shes lost weight and she works long hours. but u know shes hard headed and does what she wants.she still does her favors and that dont help her but its her business.so be with me and ask God to watch over us please miss u buddy until we meet     mike"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd February 2015

"am so confused about life but fiqure i muxt be doing something wrong to haveta live life this way"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 25th January 2015

"i changed the pictures cause u look so good in these"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 25th January 2015

"i dont know what to do anymore"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 19th January 2015

"travis just am speachless please if u can send a small sign let mike or myself know everything going to be ok .. i feel like mike may doubt it but i know i have always came back above the downs in my life and will do it again even if i have to do it in such unbearable pain but just maybe a small sign reassure i am doing right thing .. and i am not holding mike back from bettering himself i try so hard to help but maybe i try to hard and sink myself so if anyway just a little small something to show us please love you bro see u soon on the other side"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 23rd December 2014

"hey buddy  wekk its christmas again...... i really miss u babe.....  its awfully quite here wout you....  but im getting better and trying to heal because i know thats what u would want.. im retired now until i get my knees fixed then back to work..  i miss u so very  much ..  but i know ill see u again one day athe gate where u promised me u would meet me and u would walk with me to meet the master...love ya"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd December 2014

"and i feel like i be seeing you soon bro ..like the song says ...Save a place for me ... Save some grace for me ..i be there soon i be there soon love u bro"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd December 2014

"and this one i wish i raised her around you more but cindy had a hand in that but this what steph posted ...Uncle Travis! 12-28-13
You know what i am doing right now an what i have been doing! You know how i am feeling! You know this Christmas was way harder then any other one! You know that it wasnt just hard on me but for everyone! I was looking at Urns tonight for you and i Found some other things i want to get for mom and mike for you! God i miss you so much! I went to talk to someone tonight and the message that came up was where i was asking for them to pray for you cause you were not doing well! that was the day Before you died! I still Remember  that night like it was yesterday! I know you are with me mom and mike! I can see you when i sleep and i can feel you all the time! I know that i wasnt around much before you got sick but i wish i would have been! I always wondered what it would have been like to be around you all the time! I know when i came uo there and you were sick you stayeed in your room alot and when everyone was gone to work but me and you would be scared to call the other house phones for me to get it. I remember the one day when you had come out of your room to get something and i stood at the doorway talking to you just so you would stay out of your room and spend time with me! I remember when i was little and you had that grey sports car and i Carved APPLE in it and blamed it on Brittany! I remember dropping the house phone in the toliet
when i was little and you would get some mad! or you telling me that when yall went on a moving job and my cats would jump out the back of the truck! God I miss you so much! I remember two days before you passed away! someone brought Roses to work and gave me three of them and you told me to put them in a vase but i couldnt cause i already put them in the freezer at work and they were falling over! I brought those flowers home just for you! I know you cant read this but just know I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH! Watch over us and take care of us! I might not have been there long but seeing you hurting and in pain like you were killed me! I will NEVER forget you or all he memories we have! You are my Gaurdian ANGEL and Always will be! I still cant close my eyes sometime because all i see is them taking your body out of the house for the last time! GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I KNOW I SHOULDNT SAY THIS BUT ITS HOW I FEEL! I WISH IT WOULD HAVE BEEN ME THAT GOD TOOK OUT OF THIS WORLD INSTEAD OF YOU! I love you so much Travis Wayne Thomas!"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd December 2014

"and this one i wish i raised her around you more but cindy had a hand in that but this what steph posted ...Uncle Travis! 12-28-13
You know what i am doing right now an what i have been doing! You know how i am feeling! You know this Christmas was way harder then any other one! You know that it wasnt just hard on me but for everyone! I was looking at Urns tonight for you and i Found some other things i want to get for mom and mike for you! God i miss you so much! I went to talk to someone tonight and the message that came up was where i was asking for them to pray for you cause you were not doing well! that was the day Before you died! I still Remember  that night like it was yesterday! I know you are with me mom and mike! I can see you when i sleep and i can feel you all the time! I know that i wasnt around much before you got sick but i wish i would have been! I always wondered what it would have been like to be around you all the time! I know when i came uo there and you were sick you stayeed in your room alot and when everyone was gone to work but me and you would be scared to call the other house phones for me to get it. I remember the one day when you had come out of your room to get something and i stood at the doorway talking to you just so you would stay out of your room and spend time with me! I remember when i was little and you had that grey sports car and i Carved APPLE in it and blamed it on Brittany! I remember dropping the house phone in the toliet
when i was little and you would get some mad! or you telling me that when yall went on a moving job and my cats would jump out the back of the truck! God I miss you so much! I remember two days before you passed away! someone brought Roses to work and gave me three of them and you told me to put them in a vase but i couldnt cause i already put them in the freezer at work and they were falling over! I brought those flowers home just for you! I know you cant read this but just know I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH! Watch over us and take care of us! I might not have been there long but seeing you hurting and in pain like you were killed me! I will NEVER forget you or all he memories we have! You are my Gaurdian ANGEL and Always will be! I still cant close my eyes sometime because all i see is them taking your body out of the house for the last time! GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I KNOW I SHOULDNT SAY THIS BUT ITS HOW I FEEL! I WISH IT WOULD HAVE BEEN ME THAT GOD TOOK OUT OF THIS WORLD INSTEAD OF YOU! I love you so much Travis Wayne Thomas!"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd December 2014

"bro these i found on my daughters ur neices facebook .
Stephanie McGee
November 5, 2013 ·
Rest In Peace Travis Wayne Thomas 10-31-13
Uncle Travis,
I have never told you how much i love you. I wish i could go back to the day we found out you had cancer. I wish i could have taken all of your pain away from you and take it all in my body! You were too Young. It was too soon. I know im being selfish but still. You were like a father figure to me.. Everyday when i got home you would talk to me and ask me how was and we would talk. The day you died, You wouldnt eat. The only things you wanted was that Chocolate Cookie Milkshake from Zaxby's and a Coke! That Milkshake is still in the Freezer were it will stay along with the Three Roses i brought home for you the night before! That day i had gotten tired so i went to lay in my bed and watch tv. I was laying in the bed talking to Timothy when uncle dale came in a said you had just passed away! My heart dropped to the floor. Seeing you sitting in that chair lifeless just laying there broke my heart. I had never been so heartbroken before! I still can remember kissing you on the forehead and telling you that i loved you! Ill never forget them taking you out of the house for the last time. I cried like a baby! I still cry to this day. Being at this house is not the same. Its not a home anymore. Not coming home to see things moved around in the front yard because you wanted to make someone smile. It just not the same.. Its not the same without you here. But we know you might not be here Physically but you are here in our hearts.. I Miss You so much! I love you more then there are words to say... ~You may be GONE but i know for sure you are not FORGOTTEN~

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This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 21st November 2014

"travis i miss you more and more every day .. even tho ppl might not see it on the surface deep inside of me theres a part i cant give life to anymore .. please watch over mike and myself u was so loved when u was with us and loved even more than words can say now see u in the wonderful afterlife bro"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 12th October 2014

"travis noone see me or hears me cares if they use me for what they need or cares if i need a kind word or just thought ..at least mike has a brother and friends at work look after him ask how is he ... even hospice  stays intouch with mike .. i know it was on all paper work but it hurts noone cares that i lay and cry cause i miss you and really needed u in my life right now at our age just be my friend .. i never hurt so bad in all my life in my heart like i do without u .. i feel like  a am invisible  i miss you travis"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd October 2014

"well travis its been almost year .. i never relized how much i miss u .. i guess when i was in bama i always knew u was here .. i try not to let it hurt my feeling when  people say i thought he only had 1 sister .. i get passed it ..love u travis and keep eyes on mike he needs u i guess it makes him feel better to let it out and cry so it be ok .. i see u soon bro ... save a place and sum grace for me and if possible throw me a sign its going be ok please"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 25th September 2014

"hi baby i miss u so much iys unreal... sweetie i do my best here with things u know that .. and i am trying to do what i can to look after her but itsso ha rd. but im still here.i may have to let it go soon  i cant deal with the pressures of lifeas well as u honey..have u talked to mom yet mine and yours.. say hi for me ok   travis theres not a day goes by without u in my thoughts or wo  a tears..yes my tag was imp  my drs important and things u old me never miss dr u need it im not   dont lose the car im not  i remember us sitting there crying and u said i dont know how u will make it wout me... baby its not easy at all.well my love i goota go now but ill talk to u in a few again ok  .God i miss you my undying love forever mike"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 23rd September 2014

"if you are listening to my thoughts as i write this please forgive me travis really dont know how much longer i can hold on i cant get ahead in life for being held back i know what u wanted i guess i do at least i know what u ask but its so hard to take care myself and i have my kids look after .. just remember i never forget our live here on earth as sister and brother and i try not even think of what could have went on if it been cindy here instead me .. what if i never changed my life by moving here . no regrets ..just i can barely take care myself food clean clothes going work 40 plus hours a week and seems like everyone has makes their things  like tags  insurance doctors top their list when mine gets put out helping others i cant do anything for myself please forgive me travis i am trying so hard please give me a sign i am going to make it let me know i will see u again"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 6th September 2014

"still missing you .wonder what it be like if everything stayed the same ..."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd August 2014

"2 days in a row u and your new besties ( jesus and lord almighty ) have put ur hands between me the police and my tags thank you jesus .... i got the message scared still of that 300 dollar ticket ..mike and i fixinta get back up on our feet and start walking straight again just not to fast (whispers ...MIKES OLD YOU KNOW  lol )...and i will either fix it get a tag and be legal or i get a newer car .. hell always public transportion lol NOOOO ( but i would be walking )but anyways .. i know ya there about me ...love you and all the godly good things left in this world he created ..."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd August 2014

"hey bro ..missing hell outta you ..thanks for introducing me to scottie he been a great friend and bigger help ..oh can you and rest angels look around mike lost his mind    ;)"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 2nd August 2014

"hey bro ..missing hell outta you ..thanks for introducing me to scottie he been a great friend and bigger help ..oh can you and rest angels look around mike lost his mind    ;)"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 1st August 2014

"oh my God how i miss you travis..soooo bad well as u know we moved and where we were b4.. i love u travis my heart aches every day ...keep ur eye on me please tell god i love him so much too travis ur my rock..love you always and forever"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 1st August 2014

"oh my God how i miss you travis..soooo bad well as u know we moved and where we were b4.. i love u travis my heart aches every day ...keep ur eye on me please tell god i love him so much too travis ur my rock..love you always and forever"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 27th June 2014

"my heart is so sad no matter how much good i do it seems to bite me in the end ..i so tired and ready to just sleep"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 24th June 2014

"since mike posted on the 21st almost 4 days ago he has knew this was what he was going to do just dont know how i will deal with it ..i know u said let mike take care ur things untill he passes and then it comes to me .well none it means anything to me just cant believe i was so stupid again"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 24th June 2014

"travis i dont believe u meant for it to be this way dont believe u ask mike to look after me when all i did was pay and do everything just to have a place to live and now that i have nothing i am out in street i just know u didnt mean for this to happen i could have went on my way instead of just staying around untill i was broke .. i dont know what happen and dont care anymore .. nothing i did for anyone meant nothing ,so they can take everything from me i dont care"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 21st June 2014

"Travis hey honey i miss and love you so much..everyday gets harder and harder.. baby i dont know what to do anymore its getting harder and harder...im gonna be moving soon i guess i looked after her long as i can  its to hard  the rent  bills i dont know//.   ill see ya i love   ya"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 14th June 2014

"well here i am again ,,i guess just venting on this site cause i havent gotten sign that your with me ..but why and whats up with ronnies post .. you dont wait untill your daddy dies before u start saying happy fathers day u are nissed .. according to dear ole dad .. ronnie hasnt told him happy fathers day or even birthday merry christmas or nuthing ...i dont ubderstand .. do i have to die to be loved ...i miss you travis if you was here this is one time we would talk bout the old days when we was younger for hours ..gotta go before i sart boohooing missing you"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 12th June 2014

"travis i know this proably just waste my time dont think you been this page i dont know anything anymore ..i dont know how to be happy ,and dont believe i will ever find happiness ever again if i have ever found it ..i dont know what the point going on is for .."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 28th May 2014

"god i need a sign so i know  everythings going be ok no sign tells me i headed for hard journey ..i miss you travis ,,its such a difference living miles about knowin i see or talk to u anytime but being in same place with u makes me miss u more now i know what alone feels like i need feel gods hand on my heart ..we will meet again i hope"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 20th May 2014

"i think you everyday"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 19th May 2014

"well travis i was going say please help me .. and how bad i need some kind sign.. to help me get thru the next even few hours but i feel like i have lost everything going under water and theres nothing i do stop it because i am not controling anybodys life hopeful my dream just living a peaceful life will see light day before darkness takes compeletly over .. but not going come this page asking for a sign begging for a reason live on till tomorrow .. i love you bro and  wish god almighty u was here well and fine but thats  a pipe dream like my life i guess ..later bro"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 13th May 2014

"well bro u would be 50 today ..oh the things i could have done for u to make it one you never forget ..instead i sit here knowing you have the best present anyone could ask for .... you with god,,, so dance with the angels little bro and as always knowing u the live of the party ... send me a pc cake if only in my dreams love you forever and always ..and watch out you know momma always like to throw extra licks in there ...miss you so much  sorry bro 49"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 13th May 2014

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY  MY FRIEND"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 11th May 2014

"well travis if you are really there feeling my enegry ,, when i need you i like to believe you are there feeling what i am needing to say... which one thing keeps me together being without you is to me part u are in that jar in living roon ... if it took giving my last drop blood i wasnt going let you remains disappear in whereever (where mine may end up but just ashes ) i belive that was what drove me coming spending last almost year with you ..to make sure u knew i be there carry ur remains in the next days to come and to make sure that was one thing you didnt haveta think bout twice ... and i do believe you knew . i know told u few times ..i take care that ...and i know i 'm suppose to take you mom ,,( but u there with it ...) i will fufill  my promise to you ..i thank mike doing this page .. noone eles seems hear me when i talk , everybodies pain is always worse than mine but ok ,...i dont feel any hope or want go on anymore ...i want  smile laugh and have happiness  of doing and giving to others again..but being nice doesnt pay ,,my heart hurts because i do the godly thing and no matter if it takes away from me i still give no matter how that person decideds to return my kindness ... it has  drug my soul down into a darkness not of evil but of unhappiness and loinliness that because i feel like noone really does care to see ur kindness or listen to ur pain .. they just waiting for the next chance to lie or decieve u in some kinda way .. travis .. i want to feel like i am somebody , i want to feel alive aaing not like i do to this day .. where u feel like u havent anyone that you can trust compeletly that would lie over any smallest thing that really to little to even care they lying get what in t for them ... .. i know i have tryed and pretty close living my life a godly giving person but i start tinking i been forsaken ir wonder whats really going on where are you what are you now and are you really happy ... why  i feel like i could have raised my children better to be more caring about the ones that matter the most to you to help that person feel better about whatever family or friend be feeling ... but most all where did i go wrong that i raised a 35 year old son and a 20 year old daughter to not a more than once or twice looked back at times like birthday, christmas ,thanksgiving ,or mothers day to the one person who gave them life that for the first 6 years never took her eyes off them ,,and always tryed  make sure even valentines and other special days let them know she be there for them always did she ever get smallest of a card or sign anyone cares .. travis please show me the light if i thinking  wrong about all life .. please just glimpse where its all going ...i dont do things  not even for my kids wantng something in return ,except to see same caring and giving showed that was showed to them but doesnt much matter now because if they did travis i feel like they said or did i because this and  i dont want that ....travis you was a good person whoed help anyone and u was a grateful person far as letting sumone know u thank them well i come back ,,another time .. god bless us all... i wish you could  help me find my way i am so lost in life ..love you"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 5th May 2014

"travis i know you never meant for it to end up like this .. my world is falling apart without you here to see that everythings done way its suppose to be ..but your not .. i wish so hard that time go back to the trailer in greenville you shared with steph and myself because i would never let that change ..i would have kept you there forever .. travis i miss you and dont know which way to turn ... please i need sum kinda hope ..i have lost my hope and want and my will killing me inside i have noone to talk to not even about you .. if i do try talk to anyone they just make me feel like they not paying me any mind .. i talk to you all time please show me the way ..i need this so much before i lose it ..its a no win with anyway i turn .. i am scared i fixing be out in the street and lose everything including my mind .. love you bro and miss you so bad it hurts my heart so much thinking and wanting be where u are at :("

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 30th April 2014

"well babe its been 6 months since you went to heaven.i miss  you more every second.  travis im at a bypass in my life. please help me figure out what to do with my life.i know me talked but its different now that your gone. well i love you and ill talk to you later . say hello to my mama"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 21st April 2014

"travis i miss your smile and laughter ..its so hard to know what to do with u gone .. it all seems so lost .. if u only knew how scared i am and alone i feel ..i miss you travis so much"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 13th April 2014

"well travis moms birthday just passed i miss u both so much it not normal its not suppose to be with way .noone understands me and i wonder if anyone cares to ..i just so sad i miss you travis"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 6th April 2014

"travis i miss u so much every second of the  day... its so hard here without  you ,,but  ill meet  u again in heaven one fine day and we  ccan rejoice hug hold each other forever i love you so mvery very much  ...



               your friend and soulmate forever mike"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 10th March 2014

"oh travis bro i miss u so much i am like mike i need you tell me what i suppose to do ... everything i do is a screwup from buying a simple laptop or webcam to buying this pathic thing of a car ..i feel like i losing my mind travis .. i losing all hope please send me a sign bro i really need it at this time .. my heart is so growiing dark and cold ... i know u here for me just small sign"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 7th March 2014

"i miss you so much ...i have never felt so alone in my life since you went away"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 19th February 2014

"my dnot a day goes by i dont think of you.  your deep in my heart and will be there forever i love youdear friend you are a great man and i love you very much .. i learned alot from u my friend.. and i will treasure it forever..to me there could be no greater person than you travis.."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 11th February 2014

"whats there to say except i miss you brother and always will untill the day we meet again ... i cry for u all the time and i know thats not what you want but i cant help it ..i always been able to bottle my tears but when i lost u and cant talk to anyone about how i feel or hurt for u but i will live untill the day i dont anymore ... see u in the future bro i miss u deeply"

This tribute was added by Stephanie McGee on 1st February 2014

"Uncle Travis! I miss you so much and i love you with all  my heart. You have been on my mind alot lately and i miss you more and more and as you know watching down from heaven i turned 21 the other day and it was a okay day. I wish you would have been here with me to spend it.. I love you so much and miss you more and more everyday!"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 27th January 2014

"Travis Thomas was a   great man and friend to everyone he met ..he had a big heart and lots of pride and he loved God very much .honey i miss u and awful lot my heart is broken into a million pieces,its like u said its so hard to make it without you. im trying and lisa is also trying  she works to hard but we will be ok one day i feel. as long as i have u looking down"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 27th January 2014

"hi my loving and dearst travis ..my heart aches each day your gone ."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 27th January 2014

"TRAVIS I COULDNT TYPE IT ALL BUT I SINGING THIS TO YOU                                   ...TELL ME WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE IN HEAVEN ..... IS IT PEACEFUL IS FREE AS THEY SAY ....DOES THE SUN SHINE BRIGHT FOREVER......HAVE YOUR FEARS AND YOUR PAIN GONE AWAY.... CAUSE HERE ON EARTH IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING GOOD IS MISSING ...SINCE YOU LEFT , AND HERE ON EARTH EVERYTHINGS DIFFERENT , THERES AN EMPTINESS ....OH OH OH I HOPE YOU DANCING IN THE SKY , AND I HOPE YOUR SINGING IN THE ANGELS CHOIR , AND I HOPE THE ANGELS KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE , I'LL BETS ITS SO NICE UP IN HEAVEN SINCE YOU ARRIVED , SO TELL ME WHAT DO U DO UP IN HEAVEN , ARE YOUR DAYS FILLED WITH LOVE AND LIGHT"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 22nd January 2014

"well dont a day go by i dont miss you even more than i do the day before , the pain was so bad losing you i couldnt bottle it like i have so much other pain in my life , but i know god and you will help mike and myself see better days .i am doing all i can make mikes life little easier because all he done for you .. i hope i am anyways ... just know my baby brother i see you one these days and please  dont be mad because i just am not ready to take ur ashes to mommas grave you are there with her so i like keep u with me little longer .. u always be in my thoughts travis .. i miss u so painfully"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 15th January 2014

"well travis i am lighting this candle to you ... i try to hold back my tears but its hard i dont want to be strong and carry on .. but i do so i be with you one day .. but bro i miss the heck outta you  makes my heart ach with pain know u not here and theres so many memories i think us as kids i wanted to do so much for you when the money got good just knew you be here going walmart or places oh travis i miss you so much i haveta stop now be strong one day brother the tears wont roll nomore"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 7th January 2014

"well my sweet so badly missed baby brother ... its  another day and i still cry for you ..steph left me days after you but i accept she has to have a live her own . but its so lonely without the two of you .. if you wouldnt have brought mike into my life i just cant say where i would be at now thank you for that .. travis i give my life to be with you instead here crying over missing you so much ... i accept you not in pain and you only feel the love but i just cant stand not having you around ... see you soon my brother i love you and cry for u everyday ppl at work say i look so sad and i am over you"

This tribute was added by Andy Simmons on 4th January 2014

"Well, I do not know what to say about Uncle Travis. I was really to young to remember the times we were together. I was able to spend sometime with him when he came back and was working with Paw Paw. That was not much because I had my own life I was in. I was able to make it to Atlanta in July to see him for the weekend. I wish now I was able to have spent more time with him. But we all say this when it is to late."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 4th January 2014

"it suppose to be getting easier my sweet baby brother but with u gone and stephanie and andy so far away ... i feel so lost and just dont have want for life anymore please send me a sign its ok i miss you so much travis i still cry every day for u ..."

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 30th December 2013

"oh travis i know u up there looking down on us and i be so happy when its my turn to join you and be as happy and pain free as you are ... hold me a seat i be there when the good lord choices love and miss u like crazy"

This tribute was added by Stephanie McGee on 29th December 2013

"I just want you to know you have been on my mind here a lot lately and i love you dearly! i miss you more then words can express and i love you more then words can express. you may not be here physically but you are here mentally and i feel you are with me at time! i love you so much! Gone but never forgotten!"

This tribute was added by mike dixon on 26th December 2013

"my dearest travis you were and are the light of my life.my heart is breaking and aching everyday.i wish i had more time with  15yrs seemed to go so quickly.the new year is getting ready to start and your not in it (physically) but u r and always will be in my heart.words cannot tell you how i feel about you . but we talked and you knew how i felt and we both feel the same.so travis rest in peace my friend ill see you at the pearly gates like we discussed ok. look for me and save me a spot next to you   ,,,.... God i love youso much  until then be at peace"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 26th December 2013

"I miss you so much. u taught me alot the last few moms ... even tho u tryed to hide ur pain i could see it and that last day you was with me. I left your side maybe 3 times and last time i was sitting on porch and  a voice told me go let u listen to vesta goodman. Looking for a city we listen to so many times together and i came in got my tablet and played vesta song for u ... when she took last breath done singing the song .. i heard u take yours .. i hide my tears from everybody but i guess u see me every night looking at ur picture thinking about u and yea the tears come ..  i am so happy u not in pain any more but i need you so much at this point in my life... i dont know what i am suppose to do next... but we talked bout this and u told me to carry on bet i could ... thank u for asking mike look out for me. I so deeply apprecate him so .... i love you travis and i cry for you and for the love you made me feel that noone eles makes me feel that i miss so deeply"

This tribute was added by Stephanie McGee on 25th December 2013

"Miss you and Love you so much! Gone but not Forgotten!"

This tribute was added by Lisa Mcgee on 25th December 2013

"my dearest sweet baby brother i never  thought i would be on this earth longer than you ... my heart is so saddened by your departure and my soul is only half with you gone but i remember so many things we talked about and being gredy was one ... i miss u brother and will see u soon .. your loving older sister"


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