This is my last year of high school, and I am very emotional during this time. In a few months I will be graduating going off to college and the only reason I still keep pushing is because of you!! Everything I do is because of you, you did not get a chance to live long enough to experience graduating and for that, I strive to walk across any stage I can to make you proud! I miss you so much, I really just need a big hug and for you to tell me that you love me one more time. I should’ve never let go the night you hugged me, I should’ve never left your side! I go back to our old pictures and wonder how much better my life would be with you in it! I never healed from this, although people told me “it will get better” it just never seemed to be true! I miss you daily and it breaks my heart every time I want to talk to you and notice that you are no longer here. You leaving has taught me so much about taking things for granted. I look back and smile when I see the pictures when you were sick and just laid on my shoulder, every thing you needed, you knew I was right there to supply your every need. From going to all the basketball games and seeing your handsome smile, it breaks my heart all over again to know that we would never have them moments again. I miss you and love you dearly.