I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
Dearest Angel Tyler,
The day i first met you, you melted my heart. It was unbelieveable. I always said this is the boy im gonna marry. This is the boy im going to have a family and life with. This is the boy im going to spend the rest of my life with. It all came to an end on November 10, 2012 at 10:30. When we got the knock on the door. My heart sunk into my toes. You were my rock. I randomly talk to you. Its kinda funny bc i look crazy but oh well. I go sit under the tree and talk and pray. You mean the world to me and i just want you to know how much I truly loved you and cared for you. I should have stayed out side and never left you alone. I should have been there for you. I can never forgive myself. I know i have to stay strong for me, Ryder, my family, and your family but its just so hard. Im loosing it Tyler. Im loosing my mind. Im going crazy without you here by my side. I never in a million years imagined life without you. Earlier that night we were talkin about having another baby and getting married. You told me that you wanted a baby girl because you wanted a "daddy's girl." I will never move on and live a happy life without you. I dont want to. Its to selfish. I will ALWAYS hold you close close close to my heart. I will never let you go. Please hold my spot onside of you and guide me to do the right things in life so I can one day meet with you again. Until then, I LOVE YOU.
--love always,
Lindsay