my mom loved her family and loved my dad very much.

mom loved her garden and found a likening to growing tomatoes this year, which she was very much looking forward to picking this year in her greenhouse, never mind mom we will just have to eat them instead and we will think of you ,
mom also loved her bungalow and had been very busy for that past year redecorating and getting the look she wanted in her bungalow that she and dad should have had many happy years of retirement together at. but unfortunately due to her very brave battle with the horrible disease that mom only knew she had 5 weeks before her passing , she didn't stand a chance at trying to fight it , it just took hold of my dear mom and destroyed her before our eyes in 5 short weeks , we watched helpless as day by day became a continuous fight against the progression of this invasion of my moms body , How i promised to help get you well how you told me you wanted to fight this and start chemo and was prepared to take this on and beat it , your on worry you said was losing your hair , well mom you never lost your hair, you didn't even get a chance to start chemo , I treasure forever the time i stayed with you in hospital and at the hospice , we had some lovely chats, laughs and tears together, you told me you loved me, i told you how much i loved you , but it wasn't enough to keep you here with us . you had your dream about the 12th and that was the day you went and left us and i only hope when my time comes for me to leave this world you are the one who comes to meet me mom love and miss you so very much forever in my heart julie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx