Happy Birthday to you Ellen.
2020 has turned out to be a very strange year so far. I know you are watching over your kids and keeping them safe. I talk to you often. I miss you and love you. You are forever in my heart.

A million times I've needed you
A million times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
  You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly, in death
   I love you still.
It broke my heart to lose you,
   But you didnt go alone.
Part of me went with you,
    The day God took you home.
I miss you

I've been thinking of you alot lately. Today is your birthday. You would have only been 68. Happy Birthday to you my love.

Today is your Birthday. Do you have birthdays in heaven? I truly miss you Ellen. Tell me a story about heaven.
Happy Birthday beautiful Ellen.
All my love to you❤

I thought of you today, but that is nothing new.
  I thought about you yesterday and days before that too.
  I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.
  All I have are memories and your picture in a frame.
  Your memory is a keepsake from which I'll never part.
  God has you in Her arms, I have you in my heart.

Happy Birthday Beautiful Ellen.............I love you.

Today i spent some time at the ocean, thinking of you, talking to you. I could feel you with me. I could feel your peace and love. I miss you , some days more than others. There is a void, an ache in my heart that can never be filled. Im beginning to understand the void will always be there, as long as im of this earth, the void will be there. Maybe the void is there to keep the memories alive, i dont know but i DO know you will forever be in my heart Ellen Novak. I love you****

Happy Birthday Ellen. I was remembering your birthday 5 years ago, it was a great party! Lots of people, lots of dancing, lots of cake....tons of fun. I will celebrate your day today, i will celebrate you forever.
I love you****

I drew an angel card today. It's "Celebration"......I don't feel much like celebrating but I can see you smiling and nodding. I raise my glass to you Ellen Novak and am forever grateful for YOU and the time we shared. It's been 3 years and in a way it seems like yesterday. Sometimes I see you in my dreams and we talk.....sometimes I feel your presence and I know your here with me. I'll carry you in my heart, now and forever************

Happy Birthday beautiful Ellen.......your forever in my heart.

Death leaves a heartache that no one can heal......
      Love leaves memories that no one can steal.......
Ellen,
Thankyou for the beautiful memories. I will forever cherish them.
I close my eyes............. I hear your voice, I see your smile.......I miss you. I love you

Thinking of you today especially........you would have been 63.
Happy Birthday Ellen.......i miss you.

Ellen,
Not one day has passed in this last year that I haven't thought of you. You said to only be sad for three days and then move on. Ive tried to honor that but I don't think my heart will ever recover from losing you.
You truly were a gift in my life, you will always remain a light in my heart.  I love you......