I read with sadness of the loss of  Vonnie.  My heart goes out to you over your loss. She will be truly missed. Cherish your loving memories and believe that God loves you and has not left you. Your heavenly Father can bind up your broken heart and comfort your mourning. By means of His Son Christ Jesus He has promised a time when there will be no more pain and sorrow. "I am the resurrection and the life. He that exercises faith in me, even though he dies, will come to life." - John 11:24,25; Revelation 21:3, 4; Matthew 5:5. Please take to heart His words of comfort and may His loving arms support and strengthen you. Heartfelt prayers are with you.