Yesterday was another sad day without you.13 birthdays passed. 12 long years. I still can't believe you're gone. I'd give anything to have you back. Why did this have to happen? I love you Wesley!

What a sad life this has become without you in it. I know you're at peace now. I still look to the sky and see you. I still talk to you like you're here. Someday soon I will walk with you . I love you my baby boy.

Merry Christmas in heaven my angel. I long for the day to be with you agin.

10 long years. Your babies are growing up. Seems everyone has moved on except me. I keep trying to run away but there's no hiding from the truth that you are gone and I am left here alone with only memories of you. I'm going to the mountains today to try and find some peace.

It’s been a long 9 years since you’ve left. You’re kids are getting so big but then you know that. John has joined you and I’m more lost than ever. How I wish that I could change all this,but I’m left alone. I love you and miss you so much, Momma

Happy birthday in heaven. I’ve had a really hard day today. John has left me and joined you and I just can’t hardly do this any more. I took an Oreo ice cream cake and cupcakes over Thea’s. She was at work but William Zach Savannah and I all had cake/ ice cream for your birthday. I didn’t stay long. On days like this it’s just too hard. I miss you and love you so much

Seven years without you. Seems like yesterday and it seems like forever. Went to watch Savannah play softball yesterday and you were in my thoughts all day. I love and miss you my angel.

7 birthdays we've missed. Thea, Zach and Savannah came over. You'd be so proud of Zach and Savannah. I've struggled to get through the day. Lying here in bed and the jay started yelling. I got up and looked out the window for a bit to see if I could see you but I didn't. I still find myself in denial at times that you've gone. I miss you so much. You will be in my heart until I take my dying breath. I love you Wesley and I still hear your voice.

I miss you so much Wesley. You know your birthday was a hard day for me to get through. Thea worked so we had your party on Friday. Tacos rice beans and of course cake and ice cream. Savannah wants this for her next birthday party. I love you.

Another year has come since you've been gone. I miss you as musch as i did the day you left.5 years now. Your sister is really missing you.Please watch over her. I love you baby boy.

Happy birthday in heaven my precious boy Wesley. This is your 5th birthday in heaven and nothing about you being gone gets any easier. Life is so empty without you. I hope you are dancing with the other angels today and everyday. I love you and think of you 24/7.Forever in my heart, Love Momma

Missing you today as I do everyday. I'm taking your babies to DC

Christmas just isn't Christmas without you but i still made all your favorites.

happy birthday my precious baby boy. i miss you so much and cant wait till we are together again. we're having a cookout and cake and ice cream and your babies william and mackenzie are coming over but then you already know that. i love you and miss you so much life will never be the same without you.forever in my heart, love momma