Mac as the second anniversary of your transition. The tears flow less as the memories of the life and love that was us fill the spaces of lonliness. I was truly favored by God the day you made your wife. We have our first grandson. Life does go on yet the space that you owned in my heart is locked solid and will always belong to you. I will love you always and then some, I am stronger and wiser because of you. I just do not why it hurts more this year than last year. Truly I was blessed.

Mac as the second anniversary of your transition. The tears flow less as the memories of the life and love that was us fill the spaces of lonliness. I was truly favored by God the day you made your wife. We have our first grandson. Life does go on yet the space that you owned in my heart is locked solid and will always belong to you. I will love you always and then some, I am stronger and wiser because of you. I just do not why it hurts more this year than last year. Truly I was blessed.

I am writing to let you know how much you are missed. I still am coming to grips with you not being here. Went to Virginia to see I new grand daughter we are having a grandbaby a boy. How I wish you were here. I am trying to handle things that stress me, however that one of the moments I miss you most; I need my head cheerleader, So many things I wanted to say; yet I know how much I loved you. I thank you for being my husband. I know you are watching out for me. I am trying to finish school. God sent me a new friend Gail one of my instructors to help me out. I put a flag at the grave. I don't visit there much because I cannot except that you are there. Goodnight sweet baby I love you please continue to watch over me I am trying to live right so I will see you again

As I live each day without your presence I am sometimes numb. I am in a stage of missing you and not really dealing with you being gone. Your birthday was really hard; it was always fun to find something for you three days after Christmas. Cried uncontrollable in church. I took a full page ad out in the church anniversary book dedicated to our love. Right now I can't move on, so I just move. I feel your guidance and love; even laugh about something you said. God has you now and I know you are safe and free from pain. Your "sweet baby" is trying to be the strong women you taught me to be. God has me in the palms of his hands. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY

Hey it's me again. I love you