Hey Johnny! I can't believe it's been 5 years. I miss you and hope you've found peace wherever you are.

It's been two years I lost you
When I lost you, I lost myself too,
It's a never ending nightmare of pain,
that feels like nails are being driven into my heart
and then pulled out again
Night and daytime prevailing thought in my head
is that you're dead
I know I will never get over it,
but somehow I have to get through it
I take small step through the darkness
guided by my grieving heart, time and distance
have disappeared as I've been torn apart
The grief road is so long as is stretches lifelong
so it's hard to carry on and to be strong
I know I will be lost until I find you, so I look for you
everywhere, I know you're there I just can't see you
but it's just someone who looks like you
look at your photos willing your eyes to give me a clue,
it's so hard to accept that I lost you
I would walk endless miles through wind and rain
and back again
I would climb mountains, walk through deserts and sail on stormy seas, I would walk until I fell to my knees
For every mile I would shed a tear and pain,
For every year I would endure the the pain,
If only I could find you again.
I miss you a lot whenever I breath
Love you a lot

I miss you soooooo much! Its been over a year and im still in disbelieve. There are times that I wish you can just call me and tell me how your day is going. Theres not a day that I don't think of you. My heart aches just knowing that your gone. I know that your up in heaven and looking over all of us. I love and miss you Johnny!

I'm so sorry Gomes. I miss the talks we used to have when you would just tell me what was bothering you and what you wanted to be...everything you wanted to accomplish. I miss you but i know you're up there looking down at us with that goofy little smile you have.

May you forever be remembered and missed! Love ya Johnny boy

Miss u my brother..... Rip.....