Aaron, Momma tried. I don't have much anymore, but I was there for Natavia in pain all. And her Mom has turned on me and Bee already. She thinks we didn't realize how much Tavi was probably missing you, but we did. That's why Bee left early for her grand march and the graduation. He bought her flowers, balloons, and her dinner and she rode in the front seat with her Uncle. We can't bring you back. All we can do is be there when you can't. Her Mom is angry because Hick doesn't call or keep in touch and won't return her phone calls, but Hick doesn't call me. He has ways just like you, so I have to just try and catch him. She promised I could take Tavi with me to Minnesota, but now she said no because she don' t want Tavi to be chasing after him and he is the oldest. Your brother was so proud of her. But Momma okay, after your death, I don't think anyone can hurt me anymore. I love you and I'm going to see Hick and Tank for your birthday, so meet me there...I'll have your favorite cake and celebrate your 42nd birthday!!! Your Moms with love! And here' a picture of her in her cap n gown. She was so sweet. I love her so much Aaron cause she's a part of you, but her mother won't let me be with her. I hope when she gets older, she'll come to me!