ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Aaron Kurtz 31 years old, born on March 27, 1976 and passed away on March 20, 2008. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Katie Kell on March 27, 2020

Wow,44! What I would give to have ,44 minutes with you!
Or it doesn't matter I'm not going to get nothing!
The whole world is a mess and no one has a clue when what or how!
It will never be the way it was in 2007 or even in 2019 , I don't think!
It's sad, cold, dark...But you would have understood it all!
Wow the talks we would have had!
My mind feels like a 78 record that's skipping.
But I love you always will, your goofy mom.
Posted by Katie Kell on March 27, 2020
Happy Birthday! Forever Aaron, I still miss you everyday! I sure know
if you were still here I wouldn't be lost, lonely, or any of the dam feeling I live in every day! ❤
Oh wow, I remember all the goofy things you liked to cook!
The jello brain, and when you showed me how to do the jello pudding in a cup!!
Id forgot that, wow!! It's just like yesterday, we were shaking up those cups eating pudding!!lol!!
Love you Always
Mom
Posted by Katie Kell on March 20, 2020
Oh Aaron,
I can't believe it's been 12 years!
I still miss you every day! Wish I had pictures of all the things you have drawn!
I would share!
Listening to Crash Test Dummies
I know you'd laugh!
Your Always in my heart!
Posted by Katie Kell on March 20, 2019
Well its that day! No matter how hard i try i hear those words in my head. The ones i heard 11 years ago....the ones that changed my life forever!
Never ever did i think it would happen but it did! The worse thing a mother fears ever
Her child no matter the age is taken away!!
Ohhhhhh Aaron what i would give to change everything about that day!!
I think on this day. I should be able to get a phone call from you at least.....
Anything....but ya know i can hear your voice now.....
I love you too son...
Always will....
mom
Posted by Katie Kell on March 20, 2018
ohhhhh Aaron I'm trying its been the longest 10 years of my life . I can't believe it. it still feels like yesterday it still hurts I have no one to talk to any more... I guess ive learned why no one has ever wanted to listen. so I don't talk so much and its ok...but oh Hun I sure I could sure use one of awesome
Posted by katie Mess on March 27, 2017
Aaron, you were born today! I sure remember it so well! This week is just weird, your death and birthday, a week apart! I wish you were here for it! I can almost hear you talking to me! So much you've missed, but I'm sure your watching it all! There's so very much I'd love to tell you, but all I can do is hope you know it all already! I'd sure like to be making your Bday meal and cake! We'd laugh so much and maybe get a new tattoo!      Love Always, mom. .
Posted by katie Mess on March 20, 2017
Oh my Aaron, its so hard to think of you as gone, when I wish you were here so much! I still hear your voice, our talks, of course I haven't heard from anyone today, sure is lonely w/o you and Tom, I have no friends now, and don't even know why I'm still here!!! But Hon, I love you as always and time hasn't changed how much I wish you were still here!! Always your goofy mom
Posted by katie Mess on March 28, 2016
Wow Aaron! It would be your Big Birthday!!!! I miss you so much, I would love to talk to you! And I do talk to you a lot, as I talk to Tom too!!! My life sure hasn't been so peachy since I lost you both!!! Some times I wish I'm was with you!! With lots of love always! Mom
Posted by Katie Kell on March 20, 2016
Oh my son, its been 8 years and still hurts today as bad as it did 8 years ago! I think of u so very often! I miss u so much, all the time! I know u know what all has happened in my life since u were took away! Its been rough! Harder than i ever thought it could be! I hope u hear me when i talk to u! Its often! I'll always love u and miss u with all my heart! Mom
Posted by katie Mess on February 6, 2016
Aaron, it's been an awful year! I lost Tom in 2015, and it was down hill after that! But things are going good now! I moved and me and Lynda are room mates! I know, you'd never have thought, me either but it's great!! Sure wish you were here! But I know you know that! Always love you! Mom
Posted by katie Mess on March 27, 2015
Oh Aaron, today would be your B-Day. I wish we could be celebrating it all together!!! But by now I know you know I lost Tom too, I hope some how you 2, are together! I'm so lost right now, I don't know what to do! I've cried enough tears to flood myself!! I don't know about this journey I'm on now, its not making sense, losing both of you has me in a whole different place! It hurts so much, but I can hear what Tom would say! But it doesn't change anything for me now, I don't know what I'm waiting for, that is the hardest of all!! And no one understands!! I love you and always will!! mom
Posted by Katie Kell on January 9, 2015
Well Aaron!! I hope you have found Tom!! As he passed away on our wedding anniversary!! I thought losing you would kill me! But I went on! And now this! I am so tired! My heart is just about empty! I still think of you so often!! And now I pray some how you two have found each other! And will be waiting for mewhen my time is up!!! Love Always, Mom
Posted by katie Mess on December 17, 2014
I love you, Aaron!!! I miss you everyday!! I think of you always! You live on in my heart! All the awesome memories of all the things we did and laughed! Ohh we did have some laughs!! I would give anything too just have 5 minutes with you again!! We will be together again!!
Posted by Lori Meyers on March 20, 2013
Aaron, It's been 5 years now. I so wish I could at least email you. I will never forget this day and so much more I would like to say but I just can't right now. Just know you will never be forgotten and you are loved!
Posted by Katie Kell on March 20, 2013
Well, Aaron its been 5 long years w/o you, I still miss you like it was yesterday, I would give anything to have just a little more time /you, 1 more hug, 1more phone call, 1more laugh, I have all our memories in my heart as they will always be, till we're together again, I love you, mom
Posted by Lori Meyers on March 20, 2012
Oh Aaron, I would so love to see you with your kids and with mine. They have all gotten so big. I have a teen and pre-teen, what would you think of that? Thinking of you, Love you and Miss you!!
Posted by Katie Kell on March 20, 2012
Wow, Aaron, its been 4 years now, it seems to me like 4 hours if that, I still miss you, there are no words to describe it! I think of you every day, I think of all the things we talked about and laughed till we rolled! Thats what I have, are the BEST memories of all! I love you and plan on seeing you again, some day! All my Love Forever, Mom
Posted by Katie Kell on March 27, 2011
Today is your B-day, a big one! You would have been 35, wow would we have laughed at that! And of course I am thinking of you so very much today, its like you are right here w/ me. I will want to call you in a few hours to say "Happy Birthday".
Posted by Lori Meyers on March 27, 2011
With it being your bday, I always think of that dumb little game we played when we were young how old each of us would be when. I always think of that on each of our bdays.

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Posted by Katie Kell on March 27, 2020

Wow,44! What I would give to have ,44 minutes with you!
Or it doesn't matter I'm not going to get nothing!
The whole world is a mess and no one has a clue when what or how!
It will never be the way it was in 2007 or even in 2019 , I don't think!
It's sad, cold, dark...But you would have understood it all!
Wow the talks we would have had!
My mind feels like a 78 record that's skipping.
But I love you always will, your goofy mom.
Posted by Katie Kell on March 27, 2020
Happy Birthday! Forever Aaron, I still miss you everyday! I sure know
if you were still here I wouldn't be lost, lonely, or any of the dam feeling I live in every day! ❤
Oh wow, I remember all the goofy things you liked to cook!
The jello brain, and when you showed me how to do the jello pudding in a cup!!
Id forgot that, wow!! It's just like yesterday, we were shaking up those cups eating pudding!!lol!!
Love you Always
Mom
Posted by Katie Kell on March 20, 2020
Oh Aaron,
I can't believe it's been 12 years!
I still miss you every day! Wish I had pictures of all the things you have drawn!
I would share!
Listening to Crash Test Dummies
I know you'd laugh!
Your Always in my heart!
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Shared by Katie Kell on March 27, 2011

Well I think I overshoot what B-day you were to be having, but you know me, but its still the same feelings and thoughts, so many memories come to me, whether I am awake or asleep. The day you had 70's day at high school and we drug out all my old stuff and you wore it!

Ot the day the principal called me to tell me about your tattoos, and I tore into him and told him I wold come up there and show him mine! LOL!!

Or when we both had our tongues pierced and it always freaked Lori and Jason out!

Who will ever forget the Thanksgiving that wasn't, because me and you went to the movies!

Or the time you bought the tv and we couldnt fit it in your car!!

Or the time the cops came to the door and said a car was out in a ditch, it was Jason's and you drove me out there to look!!! What a scare!!

Ohhhhhhhh it goes on and on, you were such a big part of my life, all of our lives, but the later part me and you stayed close and shared so much!! 

Aaron you will live on in my heart FOREVER!

The Day You were Born

Shared by Katie Kell on March 27, 2011

I go back to that day so easily, as I do all of my kids births! but yeah Aaron,  you were in a big hurry, I got to the hosp. and you were born 30 minutes later! What a Shock!!! But you were beautiful! I dont think a mother ever forget the day their kids were born, and I know we all shared all of you alls, every year! It was in a military hosp. and they were pretty rugged back then, it was just me and you and a nurse and the Dr. walked in and caught you! 

I still can't quite believe you are gone, it still hurts so dam much, how could you be gone. Not only for me for Pam and the kids! But Aaron she is doing so good w/ keeping your memory alive for them, I am so proud of her for that! 

It will never be the same, what I would give to look out that back yard on easter and see your kids, Lori's kids and Jason chasing them all. Its the dream we all always had! but dreams are dreams, never to come true. I have learned that in these 3 years, I ask over and over why you? I still need you so very much, I even said I wish I had had about 3 more kids! LOL!

There are no answers, I know that know, I want to try so hard to get back to a more or less normal life, but I dont think it ever will be, I think of you every day, and think of all our talks on the phone all the time about everything. gosh I sure miss you! I don think any mother should ever have to go through this, its the most unfair thing there is! 

No matter what day, night, you are are always in my heart. I look up at the stars and I wander if you can see them too, I look to the full moon and I always think of us talking about it, and wander if you see what I see.

I dont know when my end will be, but all I want to know is if I will be able to be w/ you again??  Love always, mom

For Aaron

Shared by Katie Kell on July 31, 2010

Friends may think we have forgotten
When at times they see us smile.
Little do they know the heartaches,
That our smiles hide, all the while.
Beautiful memories are wonderful things,
That last 'til the longest day.
They never wear out, they never get lost,
And can never be given away.
To some you may be forgotten,
To others, a part of the past,
But to those who love you and lost you,
You memory will always last.
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