Well Adam its another fathers day and your not here. Beth tells me dad was OK but I bet he wasn't inside. We all miss and love you loads. I still can't believe my only son isn't here. My heart breaks and I will never be the same again. Why God had to take you I will never know. Life will never be the same again and I will always have part of me missing. I wish we knew so we could of tried to sort it and still have you here. Love and miss you loads. Mum xxxxxxxxxxx

Adam I'm really sorry but I was working all over Easter so didn't wish you happy easter. I'm saying it now. Happy Easter son hope it was OK for you. As you know we are fighting this killer virus down here. I know you will keep me safe whilst I'm working on the hot wards. If you can't and I end up coming up there it's no big deal coz will be with you. I love and miss you everyday. Will come back again sat and leave you a message. Love you son. Xxxx

Another mothers day and your not here. I love and miss you everyday. I put your card up you got me the mothers day before you died. I really hope your well up there and Billy isn't driving you mad. Love you lots and miss you everyday. Love mum xxxx

Well Adam another birthday for bethany and your not here. We all really miss you so much and I know you would want to wish her happy birthday. I'm sure you are on her mind everyday as you are ours. I can't wait to see you again as I'm so miserable here knowing I failed you. I guess it's not my time as I have the girls to think of. I miss and love you so much and wish you was here. Love you lots Adam I hope you know that. Sleep tight. Xxxxxx

Well Adam can't believe it's been a year since you left us. I still don't know why he chose you? Is it because I didn't do enough? Is it because I didn't cherish you enough? I was blessed the day God gave me you and don't understand why it was only for 26 years. This day is very hard and makes me wonder what I did wrong. Love and miss you loads. Forever my son till we meet again.xxxx

Happy new year Adam. I'm saying it early incase I can't get through later. There isn't a day goes by I don't think about you or miss you and I love you deeply. My heart will always be broken till we meet again. I love and miss you loads and I'm struggling with life without you. I'm trying hard to carry on but it don't feel right. Hope you are having a heavenly party for new year. Love and miss you lots your broken hearted mum.xxxx

Merry Christmas son. I love and miss you so much especially today. It's very hard not seeing you open presents with us. I hope you are having a good time up in heaven. Love you lots mum xxxxxxxx

Happy 27th birthday Adam. I wish I could tell you to your face and give you a big hug and tell you how much I love you. I miss you so much every inch of my body aches. Love and miss you so much just want to be with you. Till we meet again take care of my heart xxxxxx

Adam everyday is a big challenge for me to get by. I love and miss you so much and still can't believe your not here. I keep thinking you are gonna walk through the door but know it won't happen. I suppose I'm still in denial that your gone. Not a day goes by I don't think about you. My heart is broken. Love you so much son. Sleep tight.xxxxx

Adam love and miss you so much.xxxxxxx

Well Adam today is my birthday but don't feel right because your not here. I love and miss you so much. I wish you was here so I could give you a big hug and tell you how much I love you.xxxx

Adam was such a lovely gentleman. It was clear to everybody just how much he loved his family. He was so gentle, kind and loving. He never got frustrated when my daughter kept accidentally disturbing his laptop.
Adam would always help out when he could, even working in the rain with his dad putting up a house up for my girl. 

Adam sometimes struggled with travel sickness. Although this didn't stop him getting into my small car squashed in the back with kids and shopping on his lap. He would wait until his sickness passed just so we could get to class on time.
Sleep easy Adam. You'll never walk alone.

Adam my heart broke when you left us. I miss you so much and love you with every bit of my broken heart. Love mum.xxxx