The nights leading up to ur untimely death wasn't anyones fault. I've been called a lot of things but a liar cheat or theif I am not. I know you know better I know you married me because I am a good woman faithful honest and loving. I know you felt guilty about carla I could hear your voice cracking as you told me about that. Some people think it would surprise me. But I know you unlike anyone else and you cant sleep alone. You never could. Even when I was gone you slept on the couch because the bed was to empty :) I know that if you were still here we would be together not you can the other woman. If you wanted the other women we wouldn't have gotten married. People think they know you. I know you're a horndog always had been commiting adultry isn't a way that I want to remember you but I guess you're marhja does cuz she continues to throw these petty comments in my face. So heres one for you Sue! Fuck off you dumb lying thieving sceeming coniving two faced hypocrite bitch! Take all our belongings everything my husband and I worked for take my stepson and keep him from me the only person who cared for him when nobody else did and shove it straight up your backstabbing ass! You want to know why Adam killed himself you want to know why he did it the way he did and not some other way. You give me a call it will be a hard pill to swallow but maybe the truth is something you could use to untangle all the lies you can't keep straight. I know! He told me!!! ME his WIFE! The woman he loved and wanted to have children with and spend the rest of his life with. Not Carla! Not you! He called me up he told me about Carla he told me about your opinions like he wanted a divorce! Adam didn't believe in divorce! that was just you whispering in his ear. I didn't do anything wrong by protecting myself and our kids how dare you insinuate otherwise. I promise you there will a place in hell reserved just for you forever may you burn Sue! 

Adam left us too soon. Adam was born Aug. 18, 1980. He was the son of Herbert F Maddocks. He is survived by his wife Jessica Maddocks, children Mariah, Dominick, Adam Jr., Adison. A brother Steven Kenney, Grand parents Gerald Stevens and Myra Elwell Stevens. An Aunt Dianne Wellman and an Uncle Joe wellman. Aunts Carol Gray, Jane Simpson, Pam Knowlton, and Joy. Uncles Gary Maddocks and Everett Maddocks. Many cousins and friends. He loved his wife and children very much. He loved his job at Farley and Son landscaping. He will forever be loved and remembered by all who knew him. He was happiest outdoors and with his wife and kids. He loved all sports supporting the Patriots and Red Sox and was a huge fan of the UFC. He was an excellent father. He had a very good sense of humor and a wonderful smile, with a contagous laugh. He was a very big part of our family. He was always the life of any party. He loved music, video games, eating and cooking. Even though he didn't live a full life he lived his life to the fullest. Wish he was still here.