Not being able to ask you what I should do..
Not being able to make more memories
Not being able to think straight because I keep wondering so many things
1 thing I know is that I love you,and I miss you so much
i wish every one misses him and his i hope he is thinking of us all
Thanks giving at the Geiger house was definitely not the happiest time.. for the family has lost a Son,brother,best friend, boyfriend, and a truly amazing guy.
I had the pleasure of joining Adrians family for thanksgiving dinner, which was a bunch of emotions put into a bun pretty much. They said that Adrian would put everything that was on the table(food wise) and stuff it all into a bun and eat it, and which I can totally believe because he did that a few times with me when we went out to eat.
When I was on my way to the Geiger house, I had texted Adrians mom to see if she needed me to bring anything over for dinner. She texted me back saying "Apple sauce" and when I read that I was like "well...okay thats not much but no problem!"
Right before everything was ready Lynda pulled me aside and asked me did I know the reason why she got me to bring the apple sauce.. and of course I really just thought that she needed me to bring apple sauce. She had told me that there was only 1 thing Adrian always had to bring to Thanks giving dinner which was...the APPLE SAUCE! my jaw just dropped.. then she said, now that he is no longer with us, it is now your job every year to bring Apple sauce for Thanks giving.
I broke down into tears, of course I would take on that responsibility!
Right before we ate dinner, We all toasted to Adrian with chocolate milk..his favorite drink(besides monster energy drinks) This is the picture of all the shots of chocolate milk!
All in all the Dinner went very well, I met more of his family and I am so happy that they accepted me and I can talk to them whenever and..just wow they make me feel like im a part of the family. I know adrian would be so happy to see that.