My Name is Symphosia Forbin, Nkemnkengafac, Mama Agie, Grand Auntie, Mami was my sister-in-law. When I came to the USA in 1997, my husband did a fine job introducing me to the Forbins. Instantaneously Grand Auntie embraced and accepted me as one of her daughters. I have many great memories of her, but I will do my best to highlight a few. Initially, I did not know how to act around her because I had learned earlier that I have to walk on eggshells around my in-laws. I was surprised that she was extremely welcoming, generous, and honest. Her mannerism made me allow myself to enjoy her company.
Back then, I did not have any friends besides my husband. Grand Auntie coming into my life was God-sent. My relationship with her quickly grew into a friendly mother, and daughter relationship. Each time she visited, she brought gifts and quickly noticed that I had a special relationship with puff puff and beans. She invited me over to her house and taught me how to mix puff puff and fry, and to cook a pot of delicious beans.
One day, Grand Auntie requested that my husband bring me over to her house. When we got there, she took me upstairs into her bedroom and opened up two pieces of luggage. She told me to go through carefully and take the clothes that I liked. I went through both, and I chose a suit set. When she noticed that I had taken only one outfit, she insisted that I take more. The truth was that I liked taking more, but out of courtesy, I had to be modest. I ended up taking multiple bags of clothes and cosmetics back to my apartment that evening. She was firm but generous.
Grand Auntie loved to travel, she came over on a Spring day and asked that we go to some Travel Agencies in Vienna and Tyson Corner. I was insured because I was a new driver and I was not familiar with the areas. I offered to drive given that she had just driven from Silver Spring to Falls Church. I dread hurting her, as we got into my little Nissan Central, my heart began beating loud and fast. I was nervous, and it was written all over me. Grand Auntie looked at me from the side of her left eye and whispered let us go, you are doing good. Her encouraging words gave me the strength to push on. We made it to the agencies and back to my apartment. Again, she refused to give up on me.
Grand Auntie made it a routine to invited us to holiday dinners like Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year. During our holiday celebrations, she would always bless our food and tell stories about growing up in Mamfe. I looked forward to those holiday dinners. Needless to say, that if she did not invite us, my husband and I would always stay home on such occasion.
When Grand Auntie's cousin Sister Christina Forbin passed in 2002, my husband hurriedly traveled to Cameroon. I had to stay back to seek a visa for our two-year-old daughter. Grand Aunty made an appointment for us in the Cameroon Embassy in Washington DC for the next day. On the day of the visa appointment, she met us at the Embassy. While at the Embassy, we were advised to provide another document. Grand Auntie drove us to some office in Washington and obtained the document. Within a few minutes, we were back at the Cameroonian Embassy. She presented the requested document and after a few seconds, the consular office granted the visa. Grand Auntie came with us to Virginia and slept. The next day, she took us to the airport and saw us off. Indeed, she was more than a sister-in-law.
In the Spring 2003, Grand Auntie and Uncle Steve’s household came over for my graduation at George Manson University. As I got ready to go with them to the ceremony, Grand Auntie looked at me and said “Cynthia people them di go school, them di lose weight, but you your own na fat”. I replied, “na only you fit talk for me like that Grand Auntie, we laughed it out.”I had gained weight, and she was right. Before going to my graduation ceremony, she prayed and after the graduation, she prayed and called on the Almighty Father to bless and give me the strength and courage to further my education. Grand Auntie was my number one advocate.
When we bought our first home, she made my favorite food and brought it over to the Falls Church apartment. Then she assisted us to move our belongings to our home in Woodbridge. Leaving from Silver Spring to Falls Church and then to Woodbridge on the same day was tedious, but she did it for me. After helping me all day, she felt tired and spent night. It was obvious that her goal was to enable me.
The truth is bitter, I am an average cook, but Grand Auntie always claimed that my food was tasty. In her eyes, I was always meeting and exceeded her expectation. She had a gentle way of winning hearts and enhancing confidence. I felt happy, relaxed, and motivated to be better because I knew she had my back.
Grand Auntie loved, encouraged, and respected me nevertheless I did not have anything to offer her. I am the woman that I am today because of the confidence that she instilled in me. Her leadership and empowerment served me well, and I will forever be grateful.
Grand Auntie's absence has been awfully frustrating, and I realized that things are never going to be the same. I have learned to console myself by engaging in activities that she took pride in, hoping to find peace. For example, her source of strength was the love for the Almighty God, Mama Maria, and charitable initiatives. I pray that after today she would fully carry on her angelic role in heaven and continue look over us. Fair winds and following seas. I will always love and miss you, Grand Auntie. To God be the Glory.