ForeverMissed

This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Aiysir Hasan Bess who was born on June 17, 2003 and passed away on August 9, 2011. We will remember him and love him Now&Forever ! R.I.P BABY !

HE IS NOW WRESTLING IN PARADISE

FOREVER 8 , MY LITTLE SWEET ANGEL FOREVER

Posted by Crystal Johnson on July 18, 2021
Missing you terribly. Keep wondering what type of young man you would have become. What you would be teaching your brother and cousins. You would've been a high school graduate getting ready for college. Driving a car. So many things race through my mind . Miss and love you with all my heart. 
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2020
Wow Aiysir 17 today. Happy Heavenly birthday grandson. Love and miss you much.
Posted by Tamyra Fields on September 16, 2019
Hi Son, just stopping by. My heart is heavy. I have so much on my mind and I can't talk about it to anyone. Keep watching over the me & the fam. Oh & your lil bro lil jay always talk about you. I love you son.
Posted by Crystal Johnson on August 9, 2019
Unbelievable. It's been 8 years. Still don't know why it had to be you.
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2019
Aiysir I added some photos of us
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2019
Your mom graduated last month and got her degree as an occupational therapist. She is trying to better herself for your brother and herself and to be independent without the help of others. She has about 6 more weeks and she will be completely done. Yes we will have a party for her. I am so proud of her. Aiysir whisper in her ear and tell her to keep striving to accomplish her goals.
Her car was hit but she is ok.
RIP. I will be back real soon
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2019
Happy sweet 16
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2019
Wow, another year. Don't think that mom- mom has forgotten about you. I just can't stomach the fact that I have to communicate to you through this web page. Aiysir my Bam-Bam I miss you so much and it hurts. Happy sweet heavenly birthday to you. Love you with all my heart.
Posted by Tamyra Fields on August 30, 2018
Hey son! I miss you so very much. It's really been 7 years since you been gone. I am so weak...ugh I cant stand it. Don't really know how to gain my strength back. I rely on support from my family and friends but most of them has still continue to take advantage of my weakness. I wish I had a better support system because it is just waaay to hard living without you. Most of all, I wish I could have you back so it can be mommy, you and your Lil' bro and I can just be happy again. Wishful thinking but on a positive note, your lil bro started kindergarten yesterday. He was so excited but it was a bittersweet moment for me. Anyways, I love you baby boy...Lots of Kisses, Hugs and Tears...RIP SON
Posted by Tamyra Fields on March 9, 2018
Thinkn of you son, as always. It just don't get any easier. It is just one of those late nights that I am up and thinking heavy about you. I think about you everyday. I am just tired of living w/o. I luv u son.
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2016
Happy 13th Birthday love and miss you much.
Posted by Tamyra Fields on May 26, 2016
Lonely, emotional...just plain ole sad...my life just can't get right...I luv u son and I miss u
Posted by Tamyra Fields on May 8, 2016
Hey Son, its just about 2 hours into Mother's day. I can't sleep. A part of me is missing...YOU...I just wish I could hear ya voice, see you & touch you again but I can't...Its not fair....I luv u son and I miss u so much. RIP son til we meet again.
Posted by Tamyra Fields on April 16, 2016
Hey son, mommy so hurt and emotional right now...I can only really talk to you. I gotta realize that there is ppl that luv me, appreciate me and really do care bout me. It get proved to me every time..even @ my last...my angel...I know u got my back when nobody else don't.. I luv u son...imma just sit here and think and cry @ the same time.. Luv u son
Posted by Tamyra Fields on March 10, 2016
Hey son, mommy is here..I'm up & been up basically thru the night. I need to let you know that I see your message...I see that you are calling for me. I'm coming..I'll see you soon. Luv you
Posted by Tamyra Fields on March 6, 2016
Honest to God, I can't understand for the life of me why are we n two different locations...I'm drowning n my tears..all I have dealt with since you been gone is pain and suffering. I can't explain the hurt that I'm experiences..on top of the pain of losing you , I am experiences a lot more pain and its becoming unbearable. I have no clue what I'm even here for...idk maybe for lil j...I miss hearing you ask me mommy are you okay. I miss you telling me that you luv me. I miss you coming n the room just to check on me when we was home just chilling. I miss a whole lot of things about you. I feel so lonely. I will be seeing you soon. Continue to rest...luv always mommy
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2015
Wishing you the greatest and best birthday ever. Love and miss you much. Today is and will be a good day. I'm claiming it.
Posted by Crystal Johnson on April 4, 2015
Happy Easter...Love and miss you...
Posted by Crystal Johnson on March 23, 2015
Just stopping by...my days are still dark without you...love and miss you so much...wish I could see and hug you again...
Posted by Tamyra Fields on January 16, 2015
Going to Dominican Republic son w/ Big J for his bday...mommy luv u...watch over us while we take this flight/trip..
Posted by Tamyra Fields on December 6, 2014
Aiysir I can't stand it anymore...just ready to give everything up. Tired of being humble, tired of being the bigger person, I'm just mentally, emotionally & physical completely tired...i don't even know which way to really turn @ times...I always talk to God when I'm going to sleep & ask him 2 take me...I'm so ready to c u again...I luv u so so much...I miss u very much that I can't even explain it
Posted by Crystal Johnson on November 29, 2014
Hey its cold outside here. Just stopping by to say I love and miss you
Posted by Tamyra Fields on November 22, 2014
Hey Aiysir, mommy feel so alone & singled out....wish u were hear to comfort...luv u son...missing you like crazy
Posted by Tamyra Fields on November 14, 2014
Hi son, mommy is very heartbroken in all angles. It really can't get any worse. I'm tryna believe that things can only get better for me in due time. I just wanna heal my heart. Im crying out 2 him & u so I know he hears my cries. I luv u son & misses u...tty8r
Posted by Crystal Johnson on November 11, 2014
Please keep your angel hands on your mom she is really going through it
Posted by Tamyra Fields on November 10, 2014
Hey My Angel, I know u looking dwn here like mom what are u doing. Son, I don't even know. Everything your mom worked hard is officially gone. I know I have to stay strong & raise ya lil bro even tho my motherhood was questioned..I never wanted to be labeled as a bad mom....I push & push & try so hard...the lies & embarrassment is just waay too much...that hurts like idk what..the type of pain I'm feeling right know is unbearable...I know I went above & beyond for you (which that was confirmed) & imma definitely do the same for ya bro....I just gotta stay focus...I gotta get myself together...son plz watch & pray for me & ya lil bro...I luv u & miss u so much...i'm going to bed now...mommy is so heartbroken...kisses from me & ya lil bro
Posted by Crystal Johnson on August 31, 2014
Love and miss u so so much
Posted by Crystal Johnson on August 9, 2014
I hate this day. Your mom spoke on it yesterday and I just got quiet. This is a day I don't like to remember. Anyway miss and love you so much. Always in my heart.
Posted by Tamyra Fields on July 27, 2014
Hey big boy...I'm missing you lil buddy....had a nice convo bout u today...saying how u knew how to love & how affectionate u was...I'm really missing my past life & totally not to fine of my present life...lil jay is the best thing that happened to me since u been gone..mommy really gotta get herself together for him (get sum peace) because I don't want him growing up feeling like mommy always was depressed..I know happiness & I am fighting to get it back..trust ya mommy...I'm going to take good care of ya lil brother if it takes the last bit of life in me...continue to watch over us...I luv u & wish I could c ya face & kiss & hug u so tightly...tears are falling gotta go now...don't wanna get myself too deep...mommy will talk to you later...luv ya
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2014
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAM - BAM
Posted by Tamyra Fields on June 17, 2014
HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY SON...mommy luv u & missing u everyday
Posted by Crystal Johnson on May 27, 2014
Miss and luv u.
Posted by Tamyra Fields on May 26, 2014
Happy Memorial Day Son, I worked earlier but nw I'm down AC chilln out w/ Big J & the fam...the fam released memorial/flag balloons yesterday @ our Memorial Day cookout yesterday...u will never be forgotten... Mommy Luv u Big Man
Posted by Tamyra Fields on April 20, 2014
HAPPY EASTER big son...I LUV you...ya lil bro njoyed his EASTER..he was dress so cute today..I miss you...I wish I could've took pics of u & ya bro today for EASTER...big bro & lil bro...I think I would've dressed y'all lil different..lol...happy tears & sad tears @ the same time
Posted by Tamyra Fields on March 16, 2014
Aiysir mommy is so hurt....I can't even stop crying right nw...I don't believe I am so miserable like this...I feel crazy...I need serious help...I feel like I'm surrounded by so many negative things & people that I stay down & depressed...I need strength...idk if things will ever get better for me...I love you son & I miss you so much
Posted by Crystal Johnson on March 13, 2014
Love n miss you much
Posted by Crystal Johnson on March 13, 2014
Still don't seem real
Posted by Tamyra Fields on March 12, 2014
Hey son...what u doing?? I'm listening to all this "missing you" music by different artist thinkn of u...(as usual)...I just can't stop thinkn bout...I think about the 9th of August almost everyday omw to work & don't know why that is the most time I think of that day...the pain will never go away...I LUV u big boy
Posted by Tamyra Fields on December 28, 2013
Hey son.....I LUV u very much....
Posted by Tamyra Fields on December 25, 2013
Merry Xmas Son....LUV ya
Posted by Tamyra Fields on November 28, 2013
Hey son....thinkn bout u...holidays is so hard 4 me...n it's only the beginning....HAPPY THANKSGIVING SON...kiss grandma n Nana 4 me....mommy LUV u always
Posted by Tamyra Fields on October 24, 2013
Hey BIG boy...mommy finally puttn effort n tryna start a campaign for you...lotta research tho...wanted to start it 2yrs ago but had zero strength...losing u took everything from me n nw I'm jus tryna put up the pieces lil bits @ a time....I luv, luv, luv, luv u n will keep u posted....
Posted by Tamyra Fields on October 19, 2013
Hey son...there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of u...n 4 sum reason every time I write sumthn on ya page I get all filled up w/tears....so hurt n heartbroken...I miss u big boy...mommy LUV u so very much
Posted by Tamyra Fields on October 2, 2013
Aiysir I am soo soo miserable....I am extremely drained n I jus hate the way I'm living...please son come to me...I LUV u...mommy gotta go I'm so upset, hurt & heartbroken
Posted by jordan bradshaw on September 24, 2013
Hey Aiysir just wanted to let you know that you will 4Ever be n my heart sorry things Dnt work out as we plan but in god we trust that some day we will renight again as a family ur mom n brother miss you so much lil j is gonna be a tuff 1 but dnt worry Im gonna hold him dwn for the both of us I just need ur help with mommy keep ur spirit and love around her so we can raise ur brother tty O:-)
Posted by Tamyra Fields on September 22, 2013
Gm aiysir...mommy really missn u so bad..I think back 2 that day n I guess it really is my fault..my gut was telln me 2 call-out of wrk that day but I didn't I went to wrk anyway..If I would've stayed home w/u instead of goin 2 wrk u would still b here..it's all my fault..I feel like its unfair 4 me 2 go on with my life n ya life was takn @ 8yo..I don't kno what imma do w/myself...I love u
Posted by Tamyra Fields on September 13, 2013
Hey son..mommy is n so much pain..Im beginnin to have sleepless nights again..Im really not understandn my life rite nw..Im tryna do everythng rite but everythng seems 2 go wrong all the time..I wish I could get my old life back..I do luv ya LIL bro 2 pieces..he is y I'm pushn thru this madness each day but I wish he came back n my old life b/c I clearly hate the life that Im livin nw..❤ u
Posted by Tamyra Fields on August 26, 2013
Hey son..I am all messed up ova u..I'm tryna figure out different ways of coping but I'm stuck..I can't seem to move forward..i have started back n church to get sum understandn..the big support team I had 2yrs ago is down to like a handful mayb even less..it's a few that understands me n clearly know I don't mean n e harm..Im jus struggln w/the lost of u..watch ova mommy plzzzz..I'm beggn
Posted by Crystal Johnson on August 9, 2013
Well I had a restless nite...you were on my mind...2day marks the 2nd yr that u went home 2 a better place...I kept thinkin what I could I have done differently but my mind comes up blank...Tears...I love and miss you so much...luv always mom-mom
Posted by Tamyra Fields on July 6, 2013
watch ova me n ya baby bro....I made it w/u so I know I can make it w/him....I wish u was here...life would b so much betta
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Posted by Crystal Johnson on July 18, 2021
Missing you terribly. Keep wondering what type of young man you would have become. What you would be teaching your brother and cousins. You would've been a high school graduate getting ready for college. Driving a car. So many things race through my mind . Miss and love you with all my heart. 
Posted by Crystal Johnson on June 17, 2020
Wow Aiysir 17 today. Happy Heavenly birthday grandson. Love and miss you much.
Posted by Tamyra Fields on September 16, 2019
Hi Son, just stopping by. My heart is heavy. I have so much on my mind and I can't talk about it to anyone. Keep watching over the me & the fam. Oh & your lil bro lil jay always talk about you. I love you son.
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Can I get Down??????

Shared by Crystal Johnson on October 31, 2011

Aiysir wanted to ride...and when it went up he started hollering and kicking that he wanted to get down... "Can I get down?"

expensive taste?

Shared by Eric Johnson on October 19, 2011
I remember I had to do some shopping and you came wit me to torre's. As we was looking around you was like man they high in here. When we left I think my bill was like $300. And you said uncle Eric I see why you don't shop much cuz they high. And I said I got expensive taste. Ya reply was no you got crazy taste. All I could do was ctfu. That was just more proof that you was way ahead of ya time. Along wit giving me a memory I'll never forget. Always missed, forever loved.

Are we ready

Shared by Crystal Johnson on October 13, 2011

 Aiysir wasn't thinking about taken a picture he was watching the door... checking whether it was our turn to go inside to play lazer tag... We had a ball...