Well PeeWee I'm sure u know that Nicholas passed today !! Show him around and keep him safe !!! Derek and I are missing you !!! Just wanted you to know we Love you and think about you everyday !!

     Love you Today and Everyday !!!

     Brenda & Derek

Hey PeeWee Derek is getting ready to start the 6 th grade !!! I'm sure you are so proud of him !!!! We are still hanging in but mississing you terrible Things are not the same since you left us for a better place .
Derek has grown so much !!! 3 years had passed so fast but it still seems like yesterday I still miss you like it was yesterday !!! I miss your face your voice my life is not complete without you .Waiting for time to pass so I can see you again . But Derek still needs me here !!
  Loved you Today. Yesterday and Tomorrow !!!!

Caint sleep tonight - thinking about you my PeeWee ! Wondering how life would be if you wouldn't have left us. I miss you so much - why ! I wish some days I could turn back time I would have insisted you not take that surgery and did the chemo and radiation - then maybe you wouldn't have had that surgery where you got a bed sore - and maybe you would be with us ! Instead of your ashes . I want you back so bad ! You are my life - I'm trying with Derek but he needs you and so do I .I just want to hear your voice and for you ,To tell me everything is ok- but I don't hear you ,I can't see you - WHY ? Do you miss us the way we miss you - do you think about us the way we think about you! I need to know - Please give me a sign - Let me Dream about you - can you enter in my dreams - I'm tired - I need you - I want you back!!! Why - why please tell me !!!! I Love you so very much Alan Copping my PeeWee!!!!!!!!!

PeeWee another Thanksgiving and Christmas have come and gone and you were not here to celebrate with us . I tried the best I could without you . But life is just not the same . You are always on my mind . I'm wondering if you would approve of Tommy staying here ! I'm sure you wouldn't have mind - we always helped a friend are family member in need . I guess that's the 1 thing we did right . I love you to the moon and back ! And would give anything to have you back into our lives ! So my darling PeeWee be there waiting for me - I want you to be the 1st person I see when I leave this world. But you have to wait awhile - you know Derek still needs me - if he didn't I would leave this world in a heart beat - I will always Love You my PeeWee & Brenda 4-ever & ever!!!!!!!!!

Well PeeWee it's Been almost 2 years since you left me - the pain is still here - I miss you more and more everyday that passes - I know I will be with you in the end . But I want you today - I'm making it - I guess you new that but it's hard for me - we never was really apart - I miss cooking for you and even bitching at you ! But most of all I miss you !

Well PeeWee Derek started the 4th grade . Wishing you were here to celebrate our baby going back to school. We think about you every day . I pray that you are watching over us and keeping us safe . Peewee I wish I could really talk to you and to see if you are ok ! Life is not easy without you - waiting for the day that I see you again - I will always love you - my darling Peewee!!!!!!!!!!

There's not a day that goes by that I'm thinking of you. Wondering how you are doing ? Derek and I are always keeping you in our hearts. Our heart and soul is missing you. I wish I could talk to you - I wish you could have talked to me ! I wish I could have done more! But always remember I will Love you till the end of time and will see you again in the after life. I love you PeeWee.

Well PeeWee Derek is going in the 4 th grade you would be so proud of our baby boy . He is growing up so fast . You have missed a lot with him but he loves you more and more everyday. You were the best Dad that he had and will always Love you . We talk about you everyday ! We miss you everyday ! We Love you so much - I hope you know that !

Daddy I miss you very much .
   Love always ,
     DEREK

Alan was a very hard working man . He started plumbing when he was 17 years old . He was a plumber for 30 plus years. He loved what he did . He was the 1st to arrive on the job . He worked for many different plumbing companies , he even had his own business at one time . But said to many headaches . He left behind a loving wife a step daughter and a son.