i was introduced to  al  by a good freind of mine TLC  .to get right to it i borrowed 5 Gs from him  right after i was introduced  he didnt hesitate even lent me a car from his fleet at the time  and he warned me pay me when you say you will or you will have a problem needless to say i had to test the water .OH  SHIT that crazy fuck spray painted the whole front of the entire apartment complex     it read Curtis I want my money  so now it was OH F-----  because every body knew  i didnt pay my loan back   so i ate crow payed AL the balance  thanked him   and from that point on we tolerated each other ask me and ill tell ya he was 1 solid man for what he did for me  ya i was wrong but he never held it against me  jill sorry for your loss but he is in a better place  youll meet up some day i just wished he would of used smaller letters when he repainted the apartment complex             AL C  REST IN PEACE    lesson learned    CV

do you remember the time i took a cab all the way from pason jail and your dad was not home yet and you wouldnt let me in so you called him and still wouldnt let me in but we waited anyways you were always so protective of him but in reality you were proably preparing for this and didnt even know it ....
think about that when you have some time it makes sence to me when i look back and wonder why all the fighting that was gods way of preparing you for what was to come in some kind of way the only way that would work at the time >>>>

I just want you to know i have always thought of you as family even if i didnt show it i was never really good with family but i have you in my heart and if you need me girl i will be right there no bullshit just me and you against the world if need be i never realized how much until right at this moment my eyes are like a fountain i cant type anymore i cant find the letters and my keyboard is soaked .....Love and Respect to you   

 
 

Albert was my Dad& my very Best Friend. We shared good times and bad. We were ALWAYS there for each other. From the very first time my Dad was sick I was just released from jail to find him in the E.R. in ICU... i stayed with him that night  & I was on I.P.S. so it was rea;;y hard . I would wake up at like 430 am to get on the bus to go to do my community service hours before work, then I would go to work, & everyday after work I would go to the hospital , & then the rehab center to see my Dad... by the time I would get home it would be 11:00 pm I would usually be too tired to even eat dinner .. Id go to sleep & get up & do it all over again until I was able to get an apartment & my Dad was well enough to leave the rehab he came & stayed with me. His last stroke was in 2012 & I never left the ICU for a week & a half.. 
I slepton a mini sofa .. then when Dad had to go to a rehab ... i was by his side for 3 weeks .. i stayed with him we switched rehabs at one point & the staff was like you cant live here Ms Ceccardi.. because I refused to leave my Dads side.... I remember him saying ... please dont leave me pill... & from that moment on I promised to be with him until his last day & I was & Dad it was stressful at times & I know I complained ... but I just want you to know that it wasnt a bother at all, I didnt mind taking care of you at all, I honestly didnt!! I would give anything in this world to just hear you say... "piece of shit" , or ... im putting you away... I just wish I could hear ypur voice yelling Jill... I just wish i could hug you so bad!! I LOVE you Dad u are my very BEST FRIEND ! I dont know how I am gonna live without you !!