March 21, 2021
March 21, 2021
You where right It was a girl sorry you didnt find out till months after me being pregnant I. This was never supposed to happen like this is . you left in didnt lose the only man that had my heart. Or my beat friend I lost my heart m the father of my children all I do now is cry. My heart hurts so bad to where i feel like im having a heart attack n Cant breath you couldnt you go to the dr or the ER if know you never did like going unless I made you go. All I ever wanted was for you too truly love me for being me not not be mad at me or anything like that. No I am not blaming you for anything I not. This time I am blaming you its your falut you never had to leave us like you did its ur falut our daughter doesn't have her father in her life who is going to be there to walk her down the aisle when she gets married who's going to be there or she brings her first boyfriend home for prom who's going to be there for her daughter not you right I'm blaming you this time for the first time ever I am blaming you yes it is your fault but you're not here for our daughters not only do I have a broken heart when you left us and I got that phone call my whole life for our daughter crushed my heart I've been in pain for so long and I have been hurt and lonely for so long 10 years I've been in pain and hurt feeling lonely and helpless like nobody was ever there for me the only person I ever had that I could talk to about anything in the world I'm not feel judged what my parents saying or my motherly my decision resume you were the only one that ever truly have my back bandwidth with my mom buting Junior and Devon took it away from me is what started it all on why I wasn't happy the only good thing I had in my life resume did Leo came into my life so then I wasn't lonely so that I have somebody to love me I'm really truly love me and show me true love to wish we had Margie's Jojo duplicate took it and I already do what if I told you what was pregnant what up an argument in a fight between us Hartnell bertel giving birth how to kill me I never put myself first I have always put the kids and you Courtney no one here it is what's the second time hard-headed without you being here with me I don't care I never cared about my life for my health all I cared about was it the kids if you I thought you would have been happy no way KVUE blessings Pocahontas our kids are a blessing from the Lord and from God and that we had her daughter I wanted to try Angel View a girl before I died trying to give you the girl you have always wanted in the end I have a girl that you always wanted and me just the turn around got to have you here with us all I'm doing with myself slowly killing myself that's all I'm doing heartache the loneliness I'm not having my true love being in my life I would have been so happy if I had all the kids that's a nice respectful sober man by my side that's all I ever wanted good life between us forever. What's a healthy clean marriage that's all I ever wanted for us and the kids the kids made it both of us to be there for them clean and sober can I help you relationship
