My dear baby boy it has been six years since you left us and every day I wake up and it still all seems like a nightmare and that you will walk threw the door and say hey mom what ya got good to eat and ill say what ya want its your birthday . But I know deep in my heart that your not coming threw the door today . I love and miss you so much son happy 35th heavely birthday rest in peace with the angels 

Alex i really miss you today as I went to the doctor with your baby sis listening to the heart ❤ beat of her babygirl who is named for you so you will never be forgotten baby Alexandra will always be a reminder of her uncle Alex who would have spoiled her rotten we miss you so very much and with every special occasion is a reminder that you left us way to soon fly with the Angels and protect us our angel

Alex we missed you so very much at Blake's graduation you should of been there watching you only nephew graduation . But we felt your presence there .I miss you so much son and you will never be forgotten because your baby sister is having a little girl and she named her Alexandra and she will go by Alex we miss you so darely our hearts  ack I will never ever let you be forgotten love you baby boy love mom

I miss you so much son alot has changed over the past five years . Stacey Marie no longer comes home for the holidays and Jennifer Lynn is so far gone that I fear for her everyday . The holidays I wish I could sleep threw them until they were gone because I have lost my family . Things will never be the same son .my only dream was to have big family gatherings like when I was a kid and haveing my family together for the holidays. But as I set here missing you and knowing that I will never have that .Things will never be the same . I fear for Jennifer and Stacey that I will lose both of them like I did you . If i could go back in time i would change so many things and fix all the mistakes i made and i would have did things so much differently. Rest in peace son and watch over your sisters and help them to see the light again . Love and miss you son and I'm sorry for everything that happened to our family

I want to wish my wonderful son in heaven a great big birthday day with God I know your celebrating with uncle Richard and great grandma and grandma and grandpa you would have been 33 years old today dance and fly high in the sky .my heart is breaking from missing you so much love momma

Son I miss you so much and the pain I felt that awful day you decided to leave us fells as bad now as it did that day . I love you and I know you was to good for this world .my you be at peace now and watch over your sisters down here . I know it's been five long years but it still sees like yesterday and in my mind I still cant let myself belive that your really gone son I think that my phone will ring and on the other end it will be you but it never is . I will never let you be forgotten ever . . Love your momma .

Merry Christmas to my son who is celebrating Jesus birthday with him in heaven I love and miss you Alex my heart breaks everyday missing you .

It's going to be another sad holiday season without my son but I know he is in heaven giving thanks with his grandparents uncle and brother around the Lords table. I'll never let you be forgotten son I love and miss you always love your mom

Happy birthday son i miss you so much sent you love to heaven today gone but ill never let you be forgotten

Today has been 4 years since you left us and it still seems like yesterday my heart is full of pain that never goes aways . I cant seem to let you go son . Only God knows why you decided to to take your life . I know your at peace and not hurting anymore but i miss you more everyday . We will be sending ballons with our love attacked to heaven to you today . You was gone to soon buddy i love and miss you . You may be gone but you will never be forgotten. Rest in peace baby boy you are always with me . Love mom

Happy birthday my baby boy you would of been 32 years old . There isn't a day that your not missed or thought of . Gone but never forgotten. Love mommy

Alex I don't know why you had to go but I know I love and miss you. Ill never let you be forgotten ever. Dance in the sky my angel. It's been 3 years today that you decided to leave us but I don't think I will ever be able to get over it

Happy Halloween buddy I know you would be celebrating with your niece. I can't belive you have been gone for three years now . I will never be able to belive it . In my heart I still think you will come walking threw the door and say hey mom what ya got to eat I'm starved. I'm know you are in heaven with Jesus and your grandparents having a blast . But I miss you and nothing has been the same sense you left .My world has been tuned upside down. RIP BABY BOY UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN

Alex my heart acks everyday . Your in my heart and in my mind .There isn't a day that goes by that your not in my thoughts . I'll never know or understand why you had to leave us. But I know that you are with grandma and grandpa now . I know that you are happy now and at peace . Fly high with the angels my baby boy . Your gone now but you will always remain forever in my heart .             
               . Love your mommy

Happy Thanksgiving to my baby boy who rest in heaven. Gone but never forgotten. I love and miss you everyday