Nearly 3 years gone from us and I still miss you like crazy lil bro I love you loads never forget you ever. xxxxxxx

I only have a picture now,
A frozen piece of time,
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here, and mine.

I see your smiling eyes,
Each morning when I wake,
I talk to you, and place a kiss,
Upon your lovely face.

How much I miss you being here,
I really can not say,
The ache is deep inside my heart,
And never goes away.

I hear it mentioned often,
That time will heal the pain,
But if I'm being honest,
I hope it will remain.

I need to feel you constantly,
To get me through the day,
I loved you so very much,
Why did you go away?

The angels came and took you,
That really wasn't fair,
They took my beautiful gorgeous Son,
My future life. My heir.

If only they had asked me,
If I would take your place,
I would have done so willingly,
Leaving you this world to grace.

You should have had so many years,
To watch your life unfold,
And in the mist of this,
Watch me, your Mum grow old!

I hope your watching from above,
At the daily tasks I do,
And let there be no doubt at all,

I Love you Alexander, miss you so much.
Sleep well sweety, Mummy loves you.so much.
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I miss you so much, you will be in my mind forever till I die. Thank you for being a nice caring friend to me, you will never be forgotten. I love you kisses xxxx

I guess I misssed you more today than I did yesterday, but I always know something my baby bro, I will miss you more tomorrow than ever before. I am sorry i never talked to you here because i never know what to say. i can talk to you here now because i know you are here and you can see what i write. i dont cry anymore because i can remember what you said to me only big girls cry and we are geordies and we dont cry. i dont think i have any tears left i lost that many they could fill up the river tyne ten times. me and daniel had a good birthday but it wasnt the same without you here taking the p**** as you always did. it is so so so hard living here now without you even nearly after a year ago you left it seems like only yesterday but i know one thing no matter how long it is you are away from me there is one thing i want you to know theres a peice of my heart thats reserved for you and you will stay there forever. i keep imagine you sitting on the biggest fluffiest cloud going, banging out your tunes and annoying the neighbours as you always did hehe, it was fun, especially getting up that guys nose next door you used to blame it on the cats, and mum would be peeing herself laughing standing behind the door as he was going on about all this stuff in the war time we couldnt play music he used to say. omg it was so funny. oh yeah he called it a googoo box lmfaooooome and dan get loads of messages for you so i been posting them in our website and got a whole page just for you because loads of dudes miss you  obviously because you made people smile even when things were bad, you showed love when it was needed, you gave a shoulder to cry on when times were tough and everyone loved that about you and even today you still bring happiness to loads of people just remembering the good times that is one thing no-one can take away from me, the happy memories you left us with. it still hurts a lot you not being here but it is not as bad as it was at first because i still see your smelly socks in the bedroom exactly where you left them ooops sorry i shouldnt have said that, we left everything as it was because we keep thinking you will come back, mum said you were only away on an extended holiday and that gets me through. i got to go now but i will talk to you and write to you again now i know how to get on here. i love you my baby bro even though you were taller than me, WE ARE STILL THE H TEAM never forget it. i love you miss you and reserve a place for me
that big fluffy cloud is big enough for me so make sure theres enough room for when we all meet again i will never ever forget you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

wish you were here i miss you loads :'( :'(

In tears we saw you sinking,

We watched you fade away,

Our hearts were almost broken,

You fought so hard to stay.

But when we saw you sleeping,

So peacefully free from pain,

We could not wish you back

To suffer that again.


I will always have you in my heart forever, I will never ever forget you my beautiful baby boy.

1 year has gone since you left us. Always remember one thing my little soldier. Mummy loves you.

Keep watching over your brothers Anthony James and Daniel, as you always have done.

Till we meet you again in heaven baby, I Love you forever.

I miss you so so much,nearly a year gone so quick which means it wont be long befoe i see you.

I Love you miss you, remember you forever I got you in my heart always xxxxxxxxxxxx