I remember the day that I received the phone call on Saturday,   the 5th of February, in regards to your passing.  I remember the shock, the sadness, the tears, and the great sorrow.  I will never forget the ride to bring you to your resting place, the fog, the ride with your mother.  The hardest job I ever had was telling a parent that their child was no longer here.  It took great strength that terrible day, but I remember your beautiful smile, your lovely eyes, and most importantly your heart of gold.   They say only the good die young, and I guess that is true, for your time came too quickly. I remember that you son is now the same age as my son.....and would love to tell him someday about you. 

Times have been unkind to your mother, and she has suffered greatly since your passing, but I want you to know regardless of the tension and ill feelings, I am taking care of her.  She no longer has to cry for your you, for her mistakes, but she can have the peace to remember your beautiful smile, your eyes, your golden hair, and cherish that forever.  Until we meet again, rest in peace, wherever you are. 

Love always your loving friend,

Mary