I found out at 18 weeks gestation that Alexis had Turner's Syndrome. Her chances of making it full-term was nearly impossible, but there was still a chance. We all held on to our hope, but a month later after weekly ultrasounds there was no heartbeat. There is no way to prepare for losing your first child. To watch her kick and play weekly inside your tummy and then to see her laying there, no life, no nothing- it's crippling as a first-time parent.
Mommy loves you angel. I find your pennies daily, and your thought never leaves my mind.
I am not the only one suffering from the loss of a child. I hope our little story will be some comfort to the families out there looking for support. Feel free to email me- Trysta@live.com
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You would be so proud of your Mom and Dad. They have grown so much together. Your two brothers know of you and miss and love their sister too. This is the hard part of the year for them and I know you would not want that. Maybe we can find a way to turn it into a celebration of your time in Heaven.
It will feel so good to hold you close to me the way I did your Mom when she was a little girl. I would like for you and I to look for Cassie and Eddie. Two more of my babies in God's nursery. I would love to hold them too.
We know by the pennies you send us very often that you remember us too and are looking out for us.
We will never forget you and we will always love and miss you as long as we live. You were to be special to us in life and you are just as special to us in passing. Your gift to us will last for eternity.
Happy Birthday sweet baby girl.
Safe in God's arms
Taken away
From all life's harm
You put up a Fight
You pulled our heart strings
Now you are in heaven
Trying out your new baby wings
You are a sweet baby angel
From heaven above
Sent to this earth
To teach us how to love
Your life on this earth
Seemed but a minute
Life seems empty now
Without you in it
We want you to know
From all left behind
Our love for you will go on
Until the end of time
Author "unknown"
Happy 6th Birthday to one of God's special Angels
It won't be long before Great Grandmother gets to hold you.
We love you, miss you and think of you all the time.
Keep those pennies coming!
Today we told jaxen about you. He is so excited to have a sister that is an angel. He picked out orange dreamcicle cupcakes that we shared with a dear friend. Then we picked out a red and pink heart ballon. We wrote you some beautiful messages and let them go tonight. It was very healing. Letting go of a balloon is symbolic to letting go of the pain. Enjoy heaven for us! :) we love you!
Mems&Pawpaw
Shared by Anna Bynum on 03/25/2012
We were excited for Trysta when she told us she was having a baby. Very excited when she told us the name she had picked out. We were heartbroken for her, Nate, Nates family, and our family when she told us about the Turner Syndrome.
Our precious Great Granddaughter was born an Angel in God's nursery in Heaven. We knew our Trysta was deva
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Pennies From Heaven
We were excited for Trysta when she told us she was having a baby. Very excited when she told us the name she had picked out. We were heartbroken for her, Nate, Nates family, and our family when she told us about the Turner Syndrome.
Our precious Great Granddaughter was born an Angel in God's nursery in Heaven. We knew our Trysta was devastated and hated so much for her to go through the pain. If there were anyway on the Earth to take the pain away from her and keep it to myself and away from her I would gladly do that.
We decided that every penny we found from that day forward would be Alexis letting us know that she was with us and watching over us. There are so many days that we find pennies, some shiny bright like Heavens stars and some old and dark like the Earth we live on. No matter the color or where we find them we think of our precious Alexis and know she has not forgotten us and asking us to please remember and love her. We do sweetheart, we do!