It has been 5 years today 12/24/12 which is has been hard this year like the last 4, but feels like yesterday. I miss my mom like crazy and would do anything to see her, hear her voice, or have one of our funny moments again...she was my rock I could tell her anything but now its buried within there was no one like her and no one will ever replace her...ever. She was unique and special when she left she took part of me and I will never be full but with the our memories together has helped me be strong and to be living my life like she was still here. Love you mom