Hey baby girl,
   Mommy thinks of you every single moment of every single day. I am trying to be as strong as possible, tho times it is not as easy as some people care to realize, and frankly I do not care what others say or feel, it is my grief and no one will ever know just how painful this nis. At times it seems bearable, then at night, Niagra Falls could not compete with the tears that flow from my eyes. Alicia, I may never know the reason why God called you home, but he has a reasoning for all his decisions, and I know not to question his judgement on anything, after all it is his will for our lives, not the will of self. will forever be grateful for the 36 years I was blessed to have you in my life baby. I wish I could have done more, been better, held you longer, tell you more how awesome you are, (even in death) and how much you are truly deeply loved and now missed way far more than imagined, I am waiting for the phone to ring to hear your voice on the other end, but that does not happen. God baby, I really truly, deeply miss you. I will forever be a grieving mommy no matter the time or distance between us, I will miss you until we are together again eternally. I love you my baby girl.

What comes to mind when I think about meeting your mom and you for the first time , at the Orientation for the head start program at George Washington school, your mom and I were talking all you kids were playing, and when the bell rang there you were this little munchkin with a page boy haircut.you were shy until you warmed up.you were a sweet little girl, a daddy’s girl I often thought about y’all over the years it would have been nice to see y’all. I loss my son Shane three years ago, I’m sure you’ll meet him tell him I love him and miss him , bereaved mother’s will always be nothing can change this how we wish we could go back and save you but God had other plans for your demons are set free no more emotional pain.rest sweet girl.