Alistair
5 years have passed already but the loss of you will always feel the same
You were taken away far too soon, I had hoped to spend sometime with you in your world.
I have read these words by Johnny Cash and try to implement them
"There's no way around grief and loss: You can dodge all you want, but sooner or later you just have to go into it, through it and, hopefully, come out the other side. The world you find there will never be the same as the world you left."