ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Allison Freeze, 21 years old, born on April 4, 1994, and passed away on June 30, 2015. We will remember her forever.
Posted by Rian Pontius on April 9, 2022
After hearing so many great things about you I don't have the slightest clue why they thought to take you. It was 100% unacceptable. I heard a story about how you would scream bloody murder if you saw a spider. Gosh that would have been the greatest time to hear your scream then laugh right after! I would give anything right now to have you back down on earth. I feel so bad for grandma that another year has come and you weren't here. I honestly don't know how she holds it all the time. I also heard you always singed Long Black Train! Daddy still sings that song all the time. I had no idea why he sang it so much till i found out. You know mommy said we can get your favorite strawberry crunch cake!! Still wish to this day I could get some and see how fast you would run to eat it! You made everyone's bad day turn into a smile. I hope your having fun with your grandma! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you! I will always love you, Thanks for being the best aunt in the world!!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on April 7, 2022
Another birthday has come and gone. Wasn't a good day. Nothing is right with you gone. I wonder what you would look like with a little age on you. I wonder what you would be doing now. You are always on my mind even after all of this time. I'm still trying to get justice for you and I won't stop till I do. I'll keep my promise to you. I love and miss you more than ever baby girl. You will forever be my little girl! Hope you are dancing with the angels!! I LOVE YOU!!!
Posted by Rian Pontius on April 5, 2022
Happy late birthday Aunt Alli. I'm sorry i didn't get to say happy birthday yesterday,there was a lot of stuff to juggle around. Still can't believe you're 28. It's so hard to think that the best aunt in the world is gone. But if you are happy all of us are happy. Your family will always love you. Happy birthday!
Posted by Rian Pontius on February 11, 2022
Missing you too much now. Right now, i'm here with my cousin Jordan. Me and her are bailing are eyes out cause she understands what I feel with you being gone. Your turning 28 soon and I know your in a better place but it kills me when I hear songs that make me think of you. I never want to think that the best aunt in the world isn't here with us. But we all know that you are here in are heats forever. I love you so much more than you can imagine. Have a good day!
Posted by Rian Pontius on February 6, 2022
Loving and missing you, not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I have heard so many great things about you. I would always wonder what you would look like if you were still down here, and to see what kind of person you are. Everyone in this family loves you more than ever. I love you auntie! Have an AMAZING day!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on April 9, 2021
Another birthday has come and gone. Every day and year get harder not easier. We released 27 balloons for you and all of us sang Happy Birthday to you. Kids hope you caught all of your them. Miss Rian broke down crying because she remembers you and she said she misses you. I was able to hold back the tears until Chris put on the song "You should be here" . I lost it at that point. We all miss you so much!! I also bought your favorite strawberry crunch cake just as I did every year when you were here. We talked about how you would take the whole thing and a fork and run to your room and lock the door and eat it. You wouldn't let Bubba or I have a single bite! How I wish you were here to do that again. I keep wondering what you would look like with a little age on you and what you would be doing now. I know you would have all of these kids spoiled rotten! Especially Brantley, Rian, Brayden and Grayson. Your J.R. is so tall and driving now and getting ready to graduate!! I know how much you loved him! And your Gabe is something else! All of them are so smart. We make sure the younger ones know who you are. We talk about you EVERY DAY!! There are days it takes everything I have just to get through them. They hole in my heart will never be filled and the pain just gets worse with each day that passes. I just wish I could see you again and hear that amazing laugh you have!!! I'm still trying to get the justice you deserve. I won't stop until you get it or I take my last breath!I know you are happy now and in a much better place but it doesn't make it any easier on those of us who love you so much!! You will forever be my BABY GIRL!! I love and miss you so much!!! Keep dancing baby girl!!! I'll see you soon!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on December 27, 2020
Another Christmas has come and gone and the void in my heart is bigger than ever. I fought back tears all morning but eventually the flood gates opened. I decorated your grave again and all I could think of was I should be buying you gifts not decorating your grave. I've come to hate the holidays because you aren't here. Nothing can make this better. You are still in my thoughts 24/7 with no relief. I'll never stop trying to get you justice. My life on this earth will never be the same with you gone. I just want to hear your voice and see your beautiful face again. I should have been there to protect you and that's something I'll always have to live with. You're my baby girl and always will be. My heart won't mend until I see you again. I love and miss you so much Allison. Save a place for me!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on July 1, 2020
5 years have gone by. The pain I carry hasn't lessened at all. I miss you more than ever. I wish I could go back and be there to protect you like a mother is supposed to. Nothing will ever be the same without you here. I still have you in my head constantly. Just know I love you more than life itself and I will forever miss you!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on May 15, 2020
I'm missing you so much baby girl. Nobody knows the pain I carry of losing you. Coming up on 5 years and I'm as devastated today as I was June 30, 2015. Nothing can ease the pain in my heart. So many things remind me of you daily and you are always in my head. So many times I've wanted to leave here and he with you but I have so much here too with your brothers and your niece and nephews. I talk about you daily to anyone who will listen. I talk about my beautiful amazing daughter that is no longer with me. Just know I love you more than life its self! I will see you again someday. I hope you dance baby girl! All my love, Mom
Posted by Malekai Allen on January 2, 2020
I got 18 months sober a few days ago, your mom said you would be proud... what she doesn’t know is June 30th is my sober date. Only a few years off from the day you were taken from us. I miss you so much that it hurts at times. I know your mom is going through hell every single day of her life. This isn’t fair and it won’t ever be fair even if those idiots FINALLY get held accountable for their actions against you. I hate that I couldn't see you smile just one more time. You were always the best support system when I needed you, even when I didn’t want it... you were there and you loved me. I miss you... I hope you’re happy where you are right now.
Posted by Peggy Freeze on January 1, 2020
First day of 2020 and my heart is still so broken. I will never get used to you being gone! You are my heart and the hurt it carries will last a lifetime. They say it gets easier but that's not true. Losing you has changed who I was and who I am. Sometimes the pain is almost too much to bear but I know I have to keep going for your brothers and your niece and nephews. They are the only thing that has kept me from going off the deep end. The holidays are the worst! I talk about you daily as you are always in my head and my heart. I never knew there could be so much pain in this body of mine. At times I feel like I'm going to explode with sadness. I love and miss you more everyday! I wonder what you would be doing today. You had so much to do but you were robbed of that. I'm still fighting to get you the justice you deserve. Those that took you will have to answer soon for what they did. I know I will see you soon but until then I will keep loving and missing you! Always know you were, and are my heart! I love you baby girl!!! All my love Mom
Posted by Peggy Freeze on June 30, 2018
Today is the 3 year mark since you were taken. My heart is still shattered. I want you back! Not a moment goes by that you aren't in my thoughts and my life will never be the same. I walk this journey alone and I'm so lonely without you! Just know I love and miss you more than ever!!!! I'm proud to say you are my daughter!!!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on October 17, 2017
My beautiful angel, I'm missing you so much and my heart is still broken into a billion pieces. Nothing is better and I don't think I will ever get used to you being gone. I know you are looking down on us with such love and pride. I'm trying to do what I know you would do. Momma was able to prove you didn't do this to yourself but I don't know if we will ever get justice. I just wish those people knew you the way all of us do. You were always so giving of your time and yourself. If anyone needed anything you were always there for them. So many have reached out to me to let me know what a special person you were and how you helped them. I have been blessed with people who are willing to help me get to the truth. It hasn't been easy and it had taken a long time but you deserve the truth to be out there. You had so much to do here on this earth and everything was taken away from you. Your brothers and nephews and niece miss you so much. You loved those babies! They talk about you all of the time. They need an Auntie like you. You will never be forgotten and this momma will never stop trying to get you justice. You must be so beautiful up there! I still long to hear your voice and to see that little grin of yours. You are constantly in my thoughts and I often wonder what you woukd be doing now. This world lost a very special person who had so much to give. I can only try to do what I know you woukd want me to. Just know sweet girl I love you so much and missing you more than ever!!!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on June 30, 2017
2 years today that you were taken my sweet girl. Needless to say the tears have been flowing like a waterfall. Nothing is easier and you are always in my thoughts. When you died a huge part of me went with you. I miss your voice and I miss your smile and oh how I miss that little giggle you had. Those that took you have no idea what they took that day. No clue as to what it has done to your family. The pain we feel never let's up. I can only hope you knew how much you meant to us and how much we loved you and still do. So many things have happened in the past 2 years. Nephews and your niece have grown so much and they are quite the energy balls. We will have a new one in Feb. You loved those kids so much and they talk about you all of the time. That speaks volumes about the love you had for them and the love they have for you. Your J.R. has his first girlfriend, Avan made allstars, Gabe is just a little genius! Logan and Ethan are still doing their fishing tournements and winning. Baby Kerry is still his sweet self. Miss Rian is a little you and she brings back so many memories of my time with you. Brayden is a ball of energy and he's such a lover! Our Brantley is just the cutest thing! He can name every kind of truck. He asks me where's Allis Dodge truck. Your brothers still struggle with the loss of you. You know your Bubba misses you so much. We still laugh how you had him wrapped around your little finger. Chris has a hard time too. He went back to Unforsaken. I know how you loved his band and how proud you were of him. Jamie still struggles with his issues and Rob focuses on his family. So alot has happened and so much has changed but the one thing that hasn't changed is the pain we carry from losing you. I love you so much baby girl. You will always be my only daughter! I love and miss you! Love eternally.
Posted by Peggy Freeze on April 4, 2017
Happy 23rd Birthday baby girl! You are so loved and missed! Catch the balloons we are sending you today! I would give anything to see your beautiful face and hear that little giggle. You are constantly on my mind and the pain never let's up. So I want you to know I love you to the moon and back and I miss you so very much! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL!
Posted by Amanda Quinn on April 2, 2017
Typing this with tears in my eyes it's hard to put into words what you meant to me and it's even harder to describe how hard it is to go on in life without you. The boy's are getting big, Mason looks like me & I only wish you could've gotten to meet him....As for your little buddy Jake you'd be proud cause he's mac'n on all the girls at school hehe comes home with a new crush everyday. And now I'm starting to cry cause this isn't fair I don't want to talk to you on this site I want to you to be sitting here next to me talking about how we're gonna celebrate your birthday cause lord knows we could raise some hell. I don't know if they throw parties up in there in heaven firecracker but if they do I want you to sing nickelback loudly and dance your ass off haha you never could bust a move remember when we was in your hoopty mobile singing at that top of our lungs jamming out after we walked all through Wal-Mart cause you were determined to make me spend money on myself and do something for myself for a change. That was the last time I seen you, the last time we were together and I wish I could go back to that day and tell you how much I loved you and how much you meant to me. We got close to each other towards the end and I regret that I wasn't there as much as I should've been and could've been and I'm so sorry I am sorry for not telling you everything I need to want to and should have told you. Allison I love and miss you more than you know some days more than others when shits rough I don't have my friend to get me through it but I know your watching over me and that gives me some comfort. You rock there socks off up there in the sky happy almost birthday!!!
Posted by Erin Brick on April 2, 2017
Happy early birthday kiddo! Brittany and I about going to the club that one night actually quite a bit! We haven't really gone in awhile.. wish you could go with us when we go again. Hope you have fun up there! Don't get too wild! Miss ya!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on November 7, 2016
Always loving you and missing you! Never ever forgetting you! My life is still a shambles since losing you and I don't see that changing! You are an amazing young woman and had so much to live for and so much left to do here. You were robbed of that. I pray that those who did this are held accountable soon! I will see you again. You are my daughter and my heart. Like you said, we fought hard but loved even harder! That's our family motto. Keep watching over us and let me know you are with me! Love you baby girl! See you soon!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on September 9, 2016
Loving and missing you more than ever my sweet daughter. I would give anything to hear your voice and to hug and kiss you again. I know you are dancing with the angels and I'm sure you are singing and playing music like you did when you were here. I will see you soon!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on May 24, 2016
Loving and missing you so much baby girl! You were an amazing young woman who had so much to offer the world! Nothing will ever be the same without you! See you soon my sweet girl!
Posted by Sherry Neumann Ehle on May 23, 2016
From one Mother to another going through the loss of a child, I'm praying for you Peggy!! Although I didn't have the opportunity to know Allison, if she is anything like her Mom I know she has an amazing and kind hearted soul. Thinking of you...
Posted by Shea Blunier on May 22, 2016
Always, always missing her. I hear her all the time and think of her often ❤
Posted by katie enochs on May 22, 2016
Allison was always very, very sweet. When we had a fire at my house and my whole garage burnt down, Alison was there. She was helping in any way needed she hugged me and she told me it was going to be alright. And if I ever needed anything that she would help. She hugged me while I cried. She was a very good person with a very big heart
Posted by Craig Pontius on May 22, 2016
For my beautiful little cousin Allison who left us much too soon.
 Forever an Angel making Heaven and even brighter place.

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Posted by Rian Pontius on April 9, 2022
After hearing so many great things about you I don't have the slightest clue why they thought to take you. It was 100% unacceptable. I heard a story about how you would scream bloody murder if you saw a spider. Gosh that would have been the greatest time to hear your scream then laugh right after! I would give anything right now to have you back down on earth. I feel so bad for grandma that another year has come and you weren't here. I honestly don't know how she holds it all the time. I also heard you always singed Long Black Train! Daddy still sings that song all the time. I had no idea why he sang it so much till i found out. You know mommy said we can get your favorite strawberry crunch cake!! Still wish to this day I could get some and see how fast you would run to eat it! You made everyone's bad day turn into a smile. I hope your having fun with your grandma! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you! I will always love you, Thanks for being the best aunt in the world!!
Posted by Peggy Freeze on April 7, 2022
Another birthday has come and gone. Wasn't a good day. Nothing is right with you gone. I wonder what you would look like with a little age on you. I wonder what you would be doing now. You are always on my mind even after all of this time. I'm still trying to get justice for you and I won't stop till I do. I'll keep my promise to you. I love and miss you more than ever baby girl. You will forever be my little girl! Hope you are dancing with the angels!! I LOVE YOU!!!
Posted by Rian Pontius on April 5, 2022
Happy late birthday Aunt Alli. I'm sorry i didn't get to say happy birthday yesterday,there was a lot of stuff to juggle around. Still can't believe you're 28. It's so hard to think that the best aunt in the world is gone. But if you are happy all of us are happy. Your family will always love you. Happy birthday!
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Scared of spiders

Shared by Peggy Freeze on May 22, 2016

I remember one time you were in the basement and you started screaming bloody murder. I ran down and asked what was wrong, thinking the worst, and you said there was a huge spider on the wall. I asked you where and you pointed to it and I fell apart laughing because it was a very tiny tan spider! But you insisted it was huge and made me kill it! I laughed for hours over that one!  I would give anything to be able to laugh with you again!

Shared by Jennifer Gresso on September 8, 2016

I remember coming over to visit with lydia and hanging out with all 4 boys and Allison being so smart and not afraid to put her brothers in line..she is strong  and always felt the love between all of them.I wish my brothers we're like that..I always admired how fearless she was..I only met her fee times but she left a lasting impression on me..I'm sorry for your family's loss and prayers for you all..love jenn