I still can't believe that you are no longer here for me to talk to and get great, funny advice. I love you and miss you more than anyone will ever be able to understand. hugs and kisses.

Another birthday in heaven for you Dad, I miss you terribly. I am feeling so lost without you or Mom to talk to, I wish I had a special phone to connect to heaven and talk to ya'll one last time. Or FOREVER!! I'll see you some day on the other side, until then :(

I knew Alvin and Lilly (sp?) from Ridgetop Baptist Church where I played the organ and he was Santa Claus each Christmas. I was so amazed at his story that I asked him if I could videotape him. A friend from Georgetown TX helped with that, and a few years later my brother-in-law Jesse Walters helped me post the videos on YouTube. Just type in "Alvin Helge" to find them. He was amazing.

09-11-2016
Been thinking about you a lot lately, still not able to have dreams about you (it's almost like I haven't accepted the fact that you are gone, since I hadn't seen you in person the last 2 years of your life, I feel like you are still up in Pennsylvania living with some of your family members, and I wasn't allowed to speak to you for over a year-so my brain still thinks you are there) Perhaps someday I will be able to come to terms with the fact that you were taken from me by family first, then God (only one of those is acceptable) Just know that I think of you daily, you and Mom both were the best thing that ever happened to my life.
Forever missing you,
Your baby daughter
Pam

Daddy, I miss you deeply, and I am saddened that I was not able to see you one last time before you went to join Mom in Heaven. I love you more than words can express. Your baby girl. Pam