"If you gave her the world, she would try to save it". Tom Estabrook
  • 30 years old
  • Born on May 6, 1981 in Louisville, Kentucky, United States.
  • Passed away on September 26, 2011 in Louisville, Kentucky, United States.
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Amanda Gibson 30 years old , born on May 6, 1981 and passed away on September 26, 2011. We will remember her forever.
Posted by Mary Ann Warren on 7th May 2017
amanda has her headstone now it is beautiful. Thank you so much Jan you did a great job.
Posted by Mary Warren on 6th May 2015
Today would have been your 34th birthday. So many people love and miss you. I know what you would want and Im sorry I havent been able to facillitate everyone coming together. On the last day of your life you honored your mom and stepmom. You let go of all resentment and blame. Im so happy you did. I know you are in heaven watching us. It is my prayer that those closest to you can find peace from your passing. One thing is abundantly clear amidst all of this turmoil you were well loved. Rest easy Manda.
Posted by Mary Ann Warren on 26th September 2014
Thinking about you today of course. There are so many people who are broken, and I don't know if they will ever be the same. I wish there could have been a different outcome. Your children are so beautiful, I know they miss you so. I know we have been a dysfunctional family, but I also know that you were loved. You are missed. And in the grand scheme of things, I guess that's how you know you were successful in life, people mourned you, people still miss you. Much love, Mary Ann.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 9th November 2013
Amanda was gods gift to this clan. And she was shit on time after time. I know I witnessed it. People who had their own misguided conceptions of her. I'm so angry it's not worth to talk to me. I'm not listening anymore. I don't drink I don't do DRUGS. I work 70 hrs a week and I'm a parent. And I don't need anyone's thumbs up. I only need god. I seek him to bring me peace.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 9th November 2013
My only purpose in this dark life is to raise dallas to a good and productive lady. After that is complete I ask to go home to momma. Because when we meet again it will be forever. And we won't hv to worry about the drama and the garbage. It will be just us. This is my heaven. Amanda was 100 times the person than anyone
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 9th November 2013
I know I won't get justice for her. I was supposed to protect her from garbage like jan and sonia. But I failed. I failed. She's gone because I failed. And I live with this everyday. It's easy for one to say to move on. But could u if ur mate met the same fate with the ?s unanswered. people just want to brush this away. Like it never happened.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 6th November 2013
You think this is over when they put that last of the dirt over my mandie........wrong again. It's just beginning. I'll never stop. Only way to end this is to come to the table take the lie detector test. Then and only then it will end. It's the only way. Ur not up for criminal prosecution. No police no prosecuting attorneys. Just a simple lie detector test and it's finished.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 6th November 2013
Hey Sonia and jan.....GOD KNOWS THE TRUTH. ..BUT WAITS. ur a scurge. On society. No redeeming qualities. Drugs hv taken u 2 over and all ur cares are out the window. How can u look at innocent Clinton and not look at ur selves in the mirror to see what u 2 hv become. I pray that child has a chance in life. Something Amanda wasn't givin. God knows the truth but waits
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 6th November 2013
I know Mary has informed u of my offer. But all I get is silence. Well I find u guilty. Guilty and I want he whole clan to know ur guilty u can't talk ur way out of it u can't call cps. On bogus charges your way out of it. Ur not getting out of this one. And im.more than ready for ur stupid tactics. I know. Larry knows. More importantly GOD know.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 6th November 2013
What's it Goin to take. To get u 2 to the table 2,000$each. All I ask of u 2 parasites is to come to the table take the lie detector test. And we can end this and move on. Answer my ?s with the truth and get paid. I'm never Goin to stop. And I'll be Goin to other venues to call u out. All u hv to do is come to the table. And if u hv nothing to hide u hv nothing to lose. Let's do this
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 5th November 2013
Judgement day cometh and rite soon. Confess ur crimes against us and Amanda so u may still hv god.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 5th November 2013
I guess u can say the sleeping giant has awaken. And u can also say this is my d. Day and I'm Goin to storm the beaches of Normandy to take out the evil..figurative speaking of course. My mind is crystal clear my intentions are pure. I pray u 2 underestimate me.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 5th November 2013
Jan and Sonia u will NEVER silence me. U r facing something you have never faced before. A man who is unafraid and damed. determined to get get fair justice for amanda. You will hv to kill me! I'm too stubborn and this I swear to the almighty. Amanda is screaming for it. Let us not forget her let us not turn to deaf ear to her. Let's do what is right and righteous!!!! For her 4 children
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 5th November 2013
You know one may say this isn't the proper forum for my venting and anger. I disagree this is the proper forum. Why u ask. Because this is the place the the people who loved momma come to when they hv feeling and words to express themselves for her. The same people who must know the truth about what really happened. Let us all shout at the top of our lungs for Amanda and justice.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 5th November 2013
Hey Sonia u should know this. Amanda despised u. She called u a walking cockroach. She was right. But I'm sure u will hear these words on judgment day....depart from me for I don't know u. Oh and I'm sure Ull hv ur usuall tactics call cps.for bogus charges or something else. But be forewarned I'm waiting for that. And I'm more then prepared for ur callous tactics. U r not match for me u or
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 5th November 2013
I would like to take this opportunity to present u a ? When Sonia was pregnant with Clinton and she knowingly and willfully was ingesting massive amounts of methadone. Which by the way killed my love. And did irreversible harm to her unborn child which cps.took the baby away. Do u think she gave a.dam about Amanda and the results thereafter? I ask u good people to make ur determination
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 5th November 2013
You know I ask myself why are they silent to my offer..it's simple I know why...it's fear. It's fear now they hv to face what they done to Amanda and the lies are falling on deaf ears. And again I'll never stop shouting until justice for Amanda is served. Like I said to u two. U can run but u can't hide. The truth comes out in the end
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
I would like to sweeten the pot. If u 2 take the lie detector test. And if ur answers are truthful. Then u will be free to see dallas anytime u wish without restrictions. I will issue a public apology. And I will pay both of you 1,000$ in cash. So now if u hv nothing to hide or worry about take the test because you hv everything to gain and nothing to lose. Take the test clear ur names
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
And from this day on Nov 3 2013. I'm going to raise the heat on them through ads in the newspapers. Etc until they take the lie detector test. I'm Goin to make them uncomfortable until they do so. U 2 can run but u can't hide and I will never rest until I get answers. So be prepared. Because u hv been served notice. I will prevail in the seeking of The truth.i call u 2 out now
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
I challenge Sonia and jan. If they want to clear their names I will personally pay for their lie detector test. If u two hv nothing to hide then take me on my offer. Contact Mary so we can set it up. I am a man of the truth and I demand answers!!!! Come on u 2. If u hv no worries take the test that I will pay for. And I call on all who loved Amanda demand they do!
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
And I'll never stop shouting no matter who is uncomfortable about it.......truth is what I hv. Jan and Sonia has lies lies lies. All they want is to preserve their evil deeds.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
And i stand by my words. I hv the facts and the PROOF. And I invite anyone to contact me and I'll show u the post mordem. Report and then all you hv to do is open ur eyes and u will see that I'm 100% correct. The people who loved momma deserves the truth and not the lies. These people will lie cheat steal to preserve there evil way of life. Go ask clinton. Go ask Larry a great man. We know the tru
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
Jan is the one. And that's the facts and they r undisputed. Anyone who thinks different lives in a different galaxy.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
People can say anything they want bout Amanda making a mistake. But the fact of the matter is that her mother opened the culture of prescription drugs to her. And it was her that kept feeding her methadone. When she didn't know what was happening. I knew the real Amanda. And the rest is what they thought they knew. But in the end JAN IS TOO BLADE FOR THIS PERIOD!!!!!!
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
Sept 25 2011 is when the sun stopped shinning on me. Now all I live for is to keep the sun shinning on my daughter. I know my rage and hate clouds my path to god. I seek his hand. My soul is forever wounded. Now all dallas and I hv r memories. And the promise of time heals all dosent apply here. My heaven will be with momma. My Hell. Is now. God please let me come home to her
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
Dallas often says daddy I need a mother. How do I tell her that it will never happen. No woman on this planet past present and future that I hv 0 interest in. None. How could I be happy when my love lies in her grave. Never! And I don't hv the guts to explain it to dallas. But know this ill live the rest of my days in misery and rage. And I hv to hide this from my daughter. Die now u 2
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
770 days 18,000 + hours. 2 years 1 month 9. days. 110 weeks. And my rage is growing at a light speed clip. I WANT JUSTICE FOR AMANDA!!!!!!!! God I beg u please strike these 2 down before they destroy more lives. God hates Satan and these 2 r of satan. They hv evil black hearts. There's no redemption for them. Please God please
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
Hey Sonia u piece of garbage. I heard u said...that thom probably killed her. Come say that to my face coward. U evil slime bag. I'll piss on ur mom and ur graves. I look forward to the day I hear ur dead. And ur slime bag mother. My beautiful mandie is in her grave because of u 2. So u want to take on my rage...well I'm begging u come to me face to face. I hope Satan engulfs u in flames!
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
I grow fierce anger by each passing day. Why are these 2 lowlifes walking free. They should be in prison. One kills her daughter my mandie. The other destroyed her 2nd sons life with drugs. Why god? Strike these two evil souls down send them to hell with malice. I pray they die a horrible and painful death. They destroyed too many good people's lives. Let them not be forgotten.
Posted by Thom Estabrook on 3rd November 2013
I will never let u go momma. There will never be another in my life. And I pray death to the 2 that helped u in ur grave. I hope those 2 lowlifes burn in hell and they will
Posted by Mary Warren on 25th September 2013
Truth is our family is broken, disintegrating. We are all going our separate ways. Its so hard for us to get together these days. I think its because so much of it is missing. I have been so angry and now Im just sad. I realize now I couldnt have changed your outcome. I miss you but Im grateful you are at peace now. I love you Manda
Posted by Mary Gibson on 6th May 2013
For every season there is a reason behind it.Having you gone in the summer of your life is and will always be unexceptable. I love you lady and always will. Go to mammaw. She will hug you up. I miss and love you.
Posted by Mary Warren on 6th May 2013
You are so missed and are so needed i still find so much anger. I wish your babies had you here. They are beautiful its not fair. I wish your parents and siblings didnt have this hole in their hearts.
Posted by Tammy Mixon on 6th May 2013
I hope the angels are throwing you the best birthday party ever. you are so dearly loved and missed.
Posted by Tina Brewer on 6th May 2013
Hey Amanda, thinking about you on your birthday wishing you were here. We love you and miss you. Never forgotten!
Posted by Mary Gibson on 26th September 2012
Love and miss you. I'm glad you are with God but I wish you were still here!!!!
Posted by Mary Gibson on 26th September 2012
Love and miss you. I'm glad you are with God but I wish you were still here!!!!
Posted by Mary Gibson on 26th September 2012
I am happy that you are with God but I can't help but wish you were here. We love and miss you! I hope to see you one day in the kingdom.
Posted by Tammy Mixon on 6th May 2012
I pray for your babies that they will grow to be mighty men and women of God. I pray that through this they will be stronger and find comfort in the arms of God. Happy Birthday to a beautiful Angel up in Heaven.
Posted by Mary Gibson on 6th May 2012
Hello baby girl. I wonder what it's like to have your Birthday in heaven. I can only imagine. I hope it is amazing. We miss you down here. Love you! Happy Birthday!
Posted by Tina Brewer on 6th May 2012
You had your last heartbeat with my arms around you. I can't stop crying. I wish I could have brought you back. I tried. I begged and pleaded to God to blow life back into you. I pleaded with him for a miracle but you were already gone. It was too soon for you to go but you are and hearts are hurting but you are so loved and I hope you know how loved you truly are.
Posted by Tina Brewer on 6th May 2012
I know uncle Joe Joe is with you helping you blow out your candles and celebrate your life when it began 31 years ago today. Give him a great big hug and kiss from me. I miss you and love you both. It is so hard thinking about the family we have lost and the family that is still here trying to make sense of it all. And family members that are divided for whatever reason.
Posted by Tina Brewer on 6th May 2012
Happy Birthday Amanda. I love you and miss you. Wish I could be celebrating with you right now. Thinking about you always <3 -Tina
Posted by Mary Warren on 7th April 2012
Tomorrow is Easter and also Karlee and Dallas' birthday. I know this day is going to be so hard on all of your kids. I will do what I can to help them always and to love them and honor them. I just wish more than anything you would have made a different choice so that you could still be here with them today. Missing you.
Posted by Mary Warren on 17th January 2012
I haven't been able to sign this, I have been so very angry. I am still very bitter and I still can't understand. Your children are beautiful and talented and they are hurting because you aren't here and I don't know how to help them. We all love them but as you well know, you only have one mother and no one else's love can replace a momma's love. I keep wishing things were different.
Posted by Carolyn Keen on 28th October 2011
good morning amanda, been thanking alot about you lately, just wish i could call u and ask how ur doing. i know your in heaven with no pain at all! i bet everyone in heaven is loves hearing you sing! LOVE YOU AMANDA! MISS YA SO MUCH!!
Posted by Jamesandtammy Mixon on 8th October 2011
Amanda you are so greatly missed, so many questions of why did you have to go, questions who's answers we may never know. I pray for your children,your spouse(though never married he loves you as if you are his wife), for your parents, siblings, and all your friends that hurt
Posted by Mary Gibson on 7th October 2011
Your babies are missing you so much. I wish things were different. I know God is so happy to have you with him. He missed you when you were gone but is so happy to have you home. You will celebrate when you see your babies again in many years when they come home. Love you
Posted by Mary Gibson on 6th October 2011
Amanda Rose. That is a lovely name that I think suites you even better as an angel. Look at how everyone feels about a rose. I will never forget the wonderful people at the church and how many people were there. Love you
Posted by Dadday/dallas Estabrook on 6th October 2011
well momma dallas is goin to marys. cause im goin to work tommorow in am. first nite i will be alone without u and dallas. it will be sad. come to me and be with me. i cant stop crying. i love you momma, love the daddy

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