I miss you Auntie.
On days like these I remember your laugh, I picture you smiling, and I wish I could hear your voice.
You were the one person in our family who kept us all standing strong, your Loving protection kept me from making bad choices. You lived and learned so much in your life. I looked up to you because nothing ever took your joy, no one could bring you down, you were the most beautiful soul.
I can only imagine how much my little boy would love you. I know your not here but I still sing for you, I still dream about you, and I’ll never forget all the memories I have to hold onto.
Sometimes I feel the pull from all the tornados swirling around me, I remember how much you went through and I know you made it, so I keep on picking up the pieces.
I want to live my life like you did, just 110% all the day long. I’ll never be able to have the amount of courage you had but I try.
You would have been the most beautiful woman and done so many amazing things. I look up to you even still, and I will always.
I’m going to be 24 this year, which means it’s been way too long. 10 years...long enough that everything in our life has changed. Except you. You will stay the beautiful wild flower we all wish we could hold, I could never let you go. I love you so much.
If I could see you again, and tell you as much as I remember, you would laugh, cry, smack me, and probably want to tell a few of us to smarten up.
Love you more than any words could say and I miss you more than anything in this life.
See you soon Auntie Moonie
Xoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xooxox